Miss Fortunate

2009-09-22T00:59:00.002+08:00

Just had a BIG quarrel with parents. 2 Vs 1.

Bf left at 12am as we are doing project, mum came down and attempted to shoo bf off when he is already packing.

After bf left, i went up and they started lor. Mum says: 'Family rule, 11pm must leave.'
Dad added on and somehow linked to dinner. Saying I always eat at his place. But that's because my mum did nt cook what! And of course I admit i prefer his hse, at least no one nags at me there and there will always be his maid to wash the dishes as well as his mum to be very nice to serve foods/soups/fruits/dessert/at least talk very nicely and sweetly and hoping that I can stay over.

My hse lei? I prepare dinner, I wash dishes, I got nagged, bf got chased at 11pm. Who likes it? She says I am a 'lousy' daughter compared to others, then i say 'Haha. U go out take alook first!', then she say 'Dun compare with others.' WTHH!? She started comparing then ask me dun compare. Wat a joke.

In the middle of the convo, daddy became superbly sarcastic and i got so so so pissed off that I shouted back: 'Can you stop being sarcastic!?' And he replied: 'So you wanna shout at me now lah?' Really wth. He keeps pushing all the blame to bf for nt being understanding and such, saying that bf wanna be a good son and in turn make me the bad daughter. Really feel like scolding the f word right to their face. Where I want to go, What time I want to be home is my problem, IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY BF. I seriously get pissed and dislik it when they pull bf in. It is me being rebellious, they can scold me for all they want. There is no need to pull bf into the picture.

Mum guai lan me by saying:'FINE, then all 7days i cook. You all 7days come back and eat lor! You can anot you can anot!'

At that point of time i really feel like slapping her. And i explained that I dun like washing the dishes. You know what she says?!! She said to daddy: 'Orrhhhhh. Aiyyaa. Dun say already lahh. After all she is just saying that we r too poor to afford a maid that can do everything for her. She is unpleased with this hse lah. We too poor.' WT* WT* WT*!! wAA. That is not what i meant and she stuffed words into my mouth by assuming.

My dad lei. Guai lan also lor. Say bf's parents wont like it if i go over everynight for dinner. I dunno how true it is in fact. But at least if I am a mother, I rather my kid come back for dinner with his gf than not coming back. And from what I see, I am gladly welcomed by them.

My dad keep saying that he still want his face. Because I have been sticking so closely with bf and have been having dinner at bf place. So, if we one day happen to break off then it would reflect badly on how he educate his daughter and he will lose face.

Mum dun like us coping up in the room after dinner, kept screaming an screaming and ended up with: 'If he is capable, marry u back to his place NOW!' So everything would be supposedly resolved if I get married now?

Dad want me to be devoted to the hse. So I am suppose to be home for dinner even if they are not cooking. They rather pay extra and buy food for me. But why would I want to eat outside food when i got better choice? Stupid right?

She have been screaming and screaming untill I think neighbours can hear lor.

Everything ended with me saying :'Up to you to say.'
She: 'Up to me to say! Then you dun come back lor! Ta Ma De!'
*I close door*
*She slammed door*

This thing is just so * up. Haizz..

2009-09-13T23:48:00.002+08:00

I guess many of your is wondering how am i dealing with my parents stuffs right now.

It is pretty alright for NOW. I guess.

Yesterday night i reached home at 10.56pm, overheard mum complaining to probably my aunty or someone elses about me. I stood at the door and eavesdrop for awhile before i went in. Went in and blew air at the back of her ears just to not make her think that i have been eaves dropping. She got a shocked though. Then i showed her a Tissot watch that bf's mummy gave me. Then went up to my dad's room and showed him the watch too. And i returned to my room.

After that mum came up with the clothes and opened my door to say..

Mum: Eh, why first time go out for the whole day with people's parents jiu buy such expensive stuffs?
Me: No lah. Not buy one. Is his mum's one, but she didnt wear. So gave it to me.
Mum: Orrhh. Then i thought u meeting jasper?
Me: Ya. Meet already ahh..
Mum: Orh.
* Walks into bro's room*

After a while, she shouted.

Mum: Jiaying. You know how to on kor kor's iPhone?
Me: huh? *Went over to try, succeed* Nehh.
Mum: Eh? Call papa come.
Me: * Walk to dad room and say 'Mummy call u'*
Mum to dad: Ehh. Neh. On already mah.
Dad to me: You know alvin's phone password?
Me: huh?Of course not. Eh. It says put another SIM card that dun have password. Your SIM card lei?
*Dad went off to take*
Dad: You try.
Me: *Try* Ehh. cannot lei. Dunno lah. Wait for him come back then ask lor.
Mummy: Aiya, dun anyhow do lah. Later he say why he go off 2 days only we spoil his iPhone.
Dad to mum: Eh, Weisze parents buy her the watch ah? So expensive.
Mum: No lah. Is his mum didnt need it so gave her.
Dad: OOrrhh. I thought so expensive. How can she anyhow accept.
Me: People parents give then dun accept very no manners lor. How can.

* All went back room to sleep*

Today morning while i am still sleeping.

Mum: Eh, I bought Ban Mian for you hor.
Me: Orrhh..

So yeah. Thats all. After that went granny hse and everything was fine until now. So is it good or bad? But of course, she started asking me to do stuffs lah. Like taking the laundry and such. I hope things stays this way, but of course i must not be nagged for returning home at 11plus lah. Aaahhhh. We shall let nature take its course. Haha.

Anyway, alot of thanks to Jasper and Brenda. =]

And of course my beloved bf! CHEE WEI SZE! I LOVE YOU! xPP

2009-09-10T17:19:00.002+08:00

090909 is an extremely special date for bf and me! But, i should not disclose it until I'm given permission. =] I love you.

Alright. Parents and my thing is not over yet. Now...
-She does not iron my clothes
-She purposely left out my room when she have done hsework for the whole house
-She does not fill up my bottles
-She does not give me my allowance
-She doesnt even ask when i vomited

According to what she told my bro, she dun need to serve me. So yeah. We do not talk at all. Except for "Daddy, Mummy" when i reach home. They do not ask where i go, what time i am going back, nor expect me to help them do any tiny little things. Even my dad wash his dishes himself! Amazingly. Haha. And my mum dun even expect me to be back for dinner. So yeah, SCREWED. =]

And my brother is enlisting tomorrow. How fun. Leaving me to continue being ignored by my parents alone. Haha! No more middleman. ==" Damn.

Alright, thats all. Bye~

2009-09-03T23:57:00.002+08:00

Parents are such a pain. Or maybe only mine?

Seriously feel that my parents carry too high an expectation from me.

This few days, they have been trying to get me home early. Actually, it is not this few days. Been so long. My curfew used to be 11pm. So dad starts texting me at 10.30pm to make me get home by 11pm. After that my curfew somehow shifted to 10.30pm. And he start texting me at 10.30 to tell me how many minutes late i am. Today my curfew became 10pm. He texted me at 9.59pm to tell me i am 1 mins away from 10pm and suggsted that maybe i should reach home at 9.30pm from tomorrow onwards and contimued nagging none stop using texts untill i managed to shut him up with 'have a good night and rest well.'

Mum took over at 11.30pm to rush my bf home. Called twice at 11.30pm and 11.44pm. After bf left she came into my room to give me a good scolding. =) And it ended when i completely ignored her and she slamming my door against the poor wall.

If i were to summarise what the 2 of them is trying to get across. It will be...

'We want you to be back early and spent time with the family.'

But..

So what if i come back early? As if i come back early i will be spending time with them. I will most probably be in my own room doing my own stuffs. My bro can be out for 48hrs and gets no scolding yet i get scolded when i made an effort to reach home before 11.30pm daily. Now it even got to 10pm. Even my bf's mum was surprised when i wanted to leave immediately after dinner. I have been respecting my parents by doing what i am required to do. Housework every staurday? I did. Bath when i reach home? I did. Eat at home when she cooks? I did. Wash my own bottle? I did. Wash my own bed linen? I did. Lay my own bed lined? I did! I practically did EVERYTHING myself except for washing my clothes. But i wash my own lingeries!! She only need to wash my clothes and iron them. Nothing else!

She wants me to be back early and doesnt allow my bf to stay late at my place. So she simply wanted to separate us? Comeon, who doesnt know we r inseperable? So what if we really sticks to one and other? It doesn't affect her at all wat. Seriously lor, even if i am alone from 9.30pm till i sleep. I also wouldn't make an effort to go talk to them. Whats there for me to say? I have enough bad experience for making my surroundings too clear to them and end up suffering. I dun need them to know what is happening around me. It is my stuffs, why do they even need to know?

My bro doesn't spend time with the family. So why am i expected to?? I dun understand. They are really possessive in my view. Shldn't they be happy and contented that they got each other's companion? I am happy with my bf around me rather than coping up alone in my room. Why shld i choose to talk to my parents and ruin myself when i can happily spend time with bf? Other people's parents dun expect their kids to spend time with them. Why am i expected to?

Really wish that they can understand what i am trying to say in the messages i sent my dad. If they don't then there is nth i can do. Probably after my bro enter NS, they will be even much more lonely. And hopefully slowly accept the fact that I need my own time and stop bothering me. Tssskk. Wondering if the both of them are menopausing in the same time. Zzz.

I AM GROWING UP MY DEAR PARENTS! BBbbbbbbAaaaaaa!! ZZZ. Good night~

2009-08-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

Pissed.

Had a quarrel with mum on Friday night. Convo goes like this:

Time check: 12plus
Mum: *Watching taiwan drama on my laptop in my room* Eh. Go bath.
Me: Later lah. I also want watch.
Mum: You watch before already. Wait till finish watching 1 plus liao. Go bath now.
Me: Dun want lah. Later. I dun need wash hair. Rinse body only.
Mum: *Pause show* No. Go bath now. If not i dun watch.
Me: Ehh. Dun like that lah. Go watch go watch.
Mum: *Turn around take hanger* Wa. You want me to beat you before u wanna listen to me is it!
Me: Oi. I so old already u still wanna beat me with hanger ah?
Mum: You go bath lah! You go i dun beat you. Give you 3 second.
Me: You put back lor. Put back i go bath.
Mum: You go bath. You go bath i put back. 3!
Me: You put back.
Mum: You go bath. 2!
Me: You put back!
Mum: 1! You dun want go huh?
Me: You put back lah! You put back I immediately go!
Mum: *Hit my arm with the hanger*
Me: *Stare. Walk out. Slam room door. Slam toilet door.*
Mum: *Returned to room shortly*

Saturday. Whole day did not talk and i spent my time with bf and celebrating ping's birthday. At night, she brought back the super heavy laptop she uses at my daddy's shop to watch the taiwan drama in her room.

Sunday. Didnt talk until bf come and fetch us to granny hse. Just now, bf left and i bath @ 12am. Daddy came in and....

Dad: *Slam allowance on my table* Please lah! Can you bath earlier anot? The moment you step into the hse you will feel dirty. So you must have the habit to bath immediately! You everytime bath so late make mummy unhappy then I also unhappy. Can you bath earlier anot? You see. Everyone also bath immediately. Why must you cultivate this kind of bad habit. You so late then wash hair not good for yourself!
Me: *Trying to calm myself down* I did not need to wsh my hair.
Dad: *Silence for a second* Even if. You dun have to wash hair you also shldnt bath so late mah.
Me: The reason that SHE [mum] wants me to bath early is because of my hair. So when i dun even need to wash my hair what is the difference with me bathing early or late?!?!
Dad: Aiya. Next time bath earlier can anot? You like that make mummy and me unhappy. Know anot? Bath earlier next time okay?
Me: *Ignore*
Dad: *Walks out of my room*

WTH!! I bath late. Let mum beat. Come on. If you [someone out there] are 18 and happen to read this and ur mum still hit you with a hanger when u refuses to bath. Tag me. I wanna know you. I seriously dun think there is anyone at the age of 18 still get beaten for refusing to bath. wth wth wth. And my dad need to slam money infront of my face and start to give me a good lecture on behalf of my mum. Kao.

@#$%^&*! DAMN.

2009-08-13T00:55:00.004+08:00

As promised. Pictures of tops dear bought for me from M]phosis. =]

There is actually zips at the shoulder. So, I can be as 'sexy' as i want. Lol!

Second top.

It's PINK! Dear complained that more than half of my closet are filled with black tops. So i am forbidden to buy black tops. =[

And dear like me to be in this kind of loose loose tops. Haha! So yeah. I am too fat for tight fits. =X

Hmmm...

Xiao Zhu. Cute hor? Haha! xP And my super sweet bf helped me to polish my nails just now!!! As if any other guys would offer to help their gf. xP

And my hubby have became the chauffeur for our class this few days. Seriously i dun mind as long as my bf is willing. Since he is the one driving. xP Sweet yeah?

Anyway, Congrats to Shawn for passing his driving on 11.08.09. Haha! His 7series rocks. But we predicted that Malcolm would fail his first attempt judging from how he drove today. xP Lucky nth happened to shawn's 7series. LOL!

Hubby is still the best. xD

Hubby driving. *Cooolll~~*
He is officially my chauffeur from 9th August 2009. xP

PS: I love you.

2009-08-11T15:34:00.002+08:00

HUBBY PASSED HIS DRIVING TEST ON 07.08.09! xD

Congrats hubby!

On that day, his parents celebrated for him by bringing him to Seoul Garden for dinner! Haha. Wei da de mummy gave up her car and let him drive to school. While she take train to work. So poor thing.

Saturday went shopping with dear at Ion. He bought me 2 top from M]phosis! Will upload the pictures when i am free. I love them so much! Thanks hubby. *MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!* :p

Yesterday night dear drove me home. And realise that he got no Midnight parking coupon after he parked the car. So we drove out to Admiralty and buy it before going back for dinner. Reached home at 9pm. Ate dinner, bath and left house around 10.10pm for a ride around Woodlands!

Hubby drove me around woodland just for fun. Trying to find our way around. And we managed to not lose our way with the help of the street directory on his mum's car. Haha. It is super fun to explore. xP We made our way to CWP lah!! And of course back home. Toured around until 11plus then we reach home.

Hubby left at 12am. And came to my hse today morning at 10.30am to wake me up. Drove to school and amazingly! It is the first time we did not perspire after reaching school!!

Hubby agreed to send 3 of our friends home later. So good right! Selfless bf. Lol.

Alright. Thats all for today. Off to do serious work in school! x))

Buaii~~

2009-07-31T19:31:00.002+08:00

Hhhmmmm....

I am at Hubby's house. Just finish bathing and he have fallen asleep. So I logged into his lappy hoping to find more revision lesson for him on ssdcl. But apparently I failed. So ended up blogging since I dun wanna wake him up. I think my typing is supposedly noisy enough to wake him up, but he seems to be totally unaware that I am back from bathing. Haha.

Shall let him sleep more although my tummy is already strongly protesting. Haha.

I got nothing spectacular to blog about. Thus, byebye. I am off to admire his sleeping postures. xP

And praying that he wake up soon, bath and we can go have our dinner. =="

Ps: Hope that hubby would pass his driving on the 7th!! *Good Luck!*

2009-07-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

Went for steamboat buffet with ♥Hubby and SiLin after school at 5pm. Reached Bugis and started eating around 6pm. Ended dinner at 7plus. Before that ♥Hubby is already feeling unwell. But because he know that I had already promised SiLin for dinner in the morning, he insisted that he was fine.

Butta throughout the route to Bugis, ♥Hubby's face starts to get hotter and hotter. And he started to complain that he is feeling cold despite the fact that SiLin and me is perspiring badly. After dinner, we cabbed back to ♥Hubby's place and reached around 8pm.

Went to the doctor around 8plus with ♥Hubby's mummy and the stupid doctor anyhow say ♥Hubby got H1N1 when he only got fever and 'red' throat. His throat wasnt even swollen. No flu and cough and he says it is H1N1. Hello eehh.. Tamiflu not like that waste one nor. People outside out of stocks lei! Tsskk! Butta still.. I hope that Tamiflu would help ♥Hubby to recover faster since it cost freaky S$48!

♥Hubby is entitled to 4days MC starting from tomorrow. Which means i need to go to school alone! Aaarrrhhhh!! Zzzz.. ♥Hubby better recover soon.

This is ♥Hubby with mask in the clinic. Haha. Look like some robbery. xP
Been pretty long since ♥Hubby and me took a pic. Cause I find myself extremely ugly.
Hao bu rong yi took a pic. But was ruin by the stupid fan that blew my fringe! GGGrrrrr!

PS: ♥Hubby! Recover soon! And wait for my presence tomorrow before and after school! xD I LOVE YOU!! *MUACKS!*

Anyway.. Jennifer.. I copied u! I put a heart shape before the word 'Hubby'! Just like your '♥bf'. Haha! xPP

2009-07-17T15:20:00.000+08:00

I'm having cravings for...

-Hokkien noodles with chilli
-Ban Mian with chilli
-Chicken Drum Sticks
-Mc Spicy
-Curry
-Tom Yam Steamboat
-Yu Pian Mee Fen Tang plus chilli padi
-Chicken rice
-Fishball noodles with extra chilli

Hahahahahahahahahaha.. Unhappy.

2009-07-13T14:27:00.005+08:00

Aahhh.. This will be a long post. =]

Below pic might be a bit disturbing. xP You can choose to just scroll pass and nt take a closer look. xD

Went to work as usual on a random sat. Wore a new heels that i just bought. And when i reach my work place. My heels are already stained with blood and a layer of skin scrapped off. Super pain.

See the blood!!

The 'hole' on my leg..

Dear know that my feet hurts badly. So after work he brought me to New Urban Male and bought me a pair of sandals exactly like his original one!! Now we got couple sandals!!! Haha!! xPP

After buying the sandals. We went for our dinner at this cafe/restaurant at Cine. Shokudo. Their student meal is relatively cheap. At least thats what i think. Haha.

His salmon cubes with creamy pasta. Smt like that..

My egg spaghetti with baco bits. xD

Our desserts! Waffles with Gelato's cookie and cream ice cream. Not as good as NYNY.

Worked on Saturday and went to Cine for movie with dear after that at 6.45pm. Watched Ice Age 3. Damn cute. Haha.

Had dinner at Billy Bombers.

Dear's lamb chop. It's nice. Haha.

My waffles!! Cause I am not hungry. Due to the ramen i had with my dear Silin during lunch break. Haha. Still, I prefer Newyork Newyork's waffle after trying so many different restaurants. =]

Below is some random pics that i find extremely sweet. xP

A heart shape, shaped out using rice and the letters 'I L U' shaped out using sliced fish cake and sliced salty fish. This is done at my hse by him when i am enjoying my dinner. And he surprised me with it. xD Damn sweet!
This is infact found out by my mum. He sent me home from school. And did this with the hair clips and rubber bands i removed from my head before bathing. I didnt notice it until my mum told me. By then, he already left. Haha. He always does small little things to make me smile. xDD

He bought me this shirt/dress/whatever u call it from school! And he put my name for personal selling lah!! Damn nice.

Anddd.....

I drew this on his hand before he went for his driving lesson. And he actually allowed me to do so!! So cute right? I am a great artist! =D

WooHooo.. I AM A SUPER PIG!!!! *fly~*

2009-07-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

I am down with..

-Fever
-Headache
-Sorethroat
-Backaches

And thus entitled to 5days MC by the doctor. Super stunned.. 5days lei. =.="

As good as being quarantined. =[

Then cannot accompany my dear for school. Also cannot go find my love-Jennifer. Sadded. T.T

I will be back to school on friday. Wait for me!!!!

2009-07-11T23:49:00.003+08:00

I am having headache.

And my dear is currently blowing my hair with a hairdryer so that i can sleep early. And massaging my head to hopefully help in relieving my headache.

How sweet!

Haha..

Good Night.

2009-07-09T00:08:00.003+08:00

I have tons of stuffs that i wanna blog about. But I am seriously too busy with projects in SCMC. Wasn't really happy with my result from CTIC. A 'B' isnt what i expected. However, what can i do. Guess i was marked down in my peer evaluation. Freak it. :)

Saw Stacie that day. Was surprised that she spoke to me. And actually asked me out on a 'date'. Haha. And she told me a 'secret' regarding my blog. xP

Somehow.. I got to admit that she is someone that really know me the best given the status of a friend. This clique can be said to be the first female clique that i once treasured. Our bond was once strong until something happened. That period was maybe a period where I simply wanted to let myself be lead astray. Thus, no advises went in. However, it is also fact tat I cant be irresponsible. Whatever.. Everything is over. I am happy with my 185 now and.. I think.. If possible.. I would like to mend this friendship. As I really find it a waste to let someone that once understood me really well and someone whome i once shared secrets/unhapiness off jus like this.

I like this friend. Deep down.

I did not take the initiative to talk to you last time. When you are in EMRS and i am in CTIC. I believe we do see each other. But what stopped me from talking to you was my understanding towards you for the past 1yr. I know that even if i talked to you, it wont be appreciated if you dun even regard me as a friend. Thus, i decided not to be stupid.

Like what you said. I do wish that we can meet up one day just for a chat somewhere. Maybe this friendship could be mended? :) I assure you that I am a 100% decent and good gal now. I dun even scold the 'F' word now! Imagine.. Haha. Get the other 2 along if we r able to settle things out. If you gals also wish to mend this friendship. =]

Alright. Lastly, I am happy with my 185. He is still a sweet as ever. If I am free. I will post pics on how sweet he is. xP Perhaps after this stopover. Haha. And.. I am bringing him to my granny's hse next week! FYI, being able to get my mum's permission and enter my granny's hse is not something everyone can. Non of my exs was allowed. He is the first.. and the last. xP

Iloveyou!

2009-07-02T01:01:00.002+08:00

I got a super sweet bf. Seriously.

I remembered once.. when i first accepted him..

I think on a Saturday when i was working and he can't fetch me from work cause he need to attend his cousin's bdae. He said: 'After work, you take cab home. I pay you back tomorrow.'

I was pretty shocked that time. And apparently at the end i ended work early and went to his relatives place with him in his mummy's car.

Today.. He needs to attend his driving lesson after school and couldn't send me back. At the school gate.. He said: 'You want take cab home?' And of course i rejected lah. I am not used to taking cab alone. Unless... I am in a rush/I dunno how to go to that place.

Tomorrow.. He is attending the driving lesson in the morning before school. And I am suppose to meet him at the driving centre. As i dunno the way there, I decided to take cab. And few minutes ago, before he left my hse. He digged out a 5 dollars note from his pocket and stuffed it into my hands. Apparently 5 bucks is not enough to pay for the fare. But, I am suppose to pay it myself from the very start. And he paid for more than half of it.

I dunno what people think.. but personally i find it really sweet..

Cause, he is worried when i go back alone. And thus suggesting tat i take cab home so that it is faster and supposedly safer. And knowing that i do not have the habit to fork out extra money for cab. He volunteered to pay for it. And when I am taking cab to meet him. He stuffed me with cash so that i do not have to pay that much. I am touched. Hahaha..

*Easily contented..* xPP

2009-07-01T18:29:00.004+08:00

1st July! WOW!

It have been so long since i blogged. I am sorry! But i am really too busy to blog. Left CTIC and joined SCMC. Supply Chain Management Centre. This centre is indeed not as relaxing as CTIC although we r only required to report there for like 4hrs and 30mins unlike 8hours for CTIC. Get to sleep more than full shift attachment. But this stop over is pretty stressing when it comes to real project work. People there are fun, especially shawn and malcolm. Haha! I miss everyone in CTIC... and the days in CTIC... and not forgetting Mr Lim! xP

Aright! 1st Month Monthsary gift!

Couple ring from couple lab! What does couple ring means to a couple? It is a promise! And we have our promise. :) Ehh. Dear. You promised me a ring on our 1yr anniversary. Dun forget! Dun try to pass it off by getting me something from couple lab hor. You better start saving!! *MUACKS!* Haha..

Had Father's Day dinner with dear's family on 20th June 09 (sat). Initial plan was to eat at the SAF Yatch club. But suey suey a tree fell down and blocked the way leading to it. So we ended up eating at a terrence house restaurant named Barackaroo or smthing along that line. It is at Andrew Road. Some funny ulu ulu place that his bro happen to know. Food was normal but surprisingly expensive. 250+ for 5 peeps! WTH! But their clam chowder was nice. xP And a week later, his parents bought me to the yatch club for seafood. Haha. Yummy!

Dear made this for his daddy. With me laughing at his drawings. But his daddy somehow loves it. And told me that he kept all the cards dear made for him for the past 19yrs. And the next day i saw this card infront of his daddy's computer table. So sweet right? I guess thats what parents actually need from their kids. Perhaps, I should start drawing some cards for my daddy too. Instead of aiming for a montblanc pen. Lol...
Dear's pet is damn cute can! A doggy and a catty! Doggy named Oreo and Catty named Garfield. [For some unidentifiable weird reasons.] Haha..

Look at garfield.

Garfield: Let me out! T.T [In dear's room]

Garfield: ZZZ.. I am sleeping. Dun disturb me.

Oreo like to lie in this position for us to sayang his tummy. And he loves it. Somehow i wonder why Garfield (a CAT) also lie in this position. ROFL. TSK! Must have learnt the wrong stuff from Oreo. Bad influence.. *shake head* Haha!

Oreo: I am also sleeping. You can't see me~~

Oreo thinks that people cant see him when he cant see people. Dumb right? He thought he can sleep peacefully by stuffing his head under the sofa. But too bad. You dun disturb me, I disturb u! xPP SO.. I tickled him. And he is irritated. ROFL!!

On Sunday, had Father's Day breakfast at CWP Ajisen. Then daddy bought me HEELS!!! So happy! Bought 2 heels. Lol! Both heels is 4inch high. And they dun really hurts. Amazing right? xP

I am too used to standing beside dear with heels. Went to school without heels yesterday and my neck almost broke when speaking to him. ==" Heels helped me lessen our height diff from 30cm to 20cm lor! Trust me. It is alot alot of diff. *Swear* Haha!

Went to work as usual. And my hand got cut by some unidentifiable objects again. Damn!

The blood almost dripped onto the carpet when i am serving customers. Disgusting.

Dear is going for his practical driving test on Monday le! Pray hard that he pass on the first attempt!! This few days shall be the days he chiong revision for Monday's test le! Haha! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!

Alright. Shall end here. Waiting for his return to my place after his revision lesson. xDD

TakeCare~

2009-06-12T14:12:00.004+08:00

Singtel network sucks. This is the second time I am typing the same post. You shld know how sucky it is to type the same thing all over again. Zzz. *Pisses*

Okay. Change of mood. xDD

My dear is sweet. Look at the piggy piggy! Dear draw one sia! And he claims that it is me! With my signature. Super cute hor? Haha!

Piggy~~
My current Netbook Wallpaper! Haha..

Dear's current Vaio wallpaper. Sweet yeah? xP

Random pic. Do-Re-Me-Fa! From left... Annie, Jenny, Jennifer and Gavin. Haha..

Dear's mummy is so super sweet lahh!! Went their place for dinner yesterday night. And she bought Jap pancakes for me!!!

Got flavour somemore lor!! Blueberry, Choco, Peanut, Kaya and Durian.

I ate Blueberry and Choco today morning! Yummy yummy!!

This is the box. Toyaki i think. YOSHI NEI!! Haha.

You know why dear's mummy is so sweet?

Cause....

She feed me with big bowls of rice and soup everynight! She bought pancakes for me! She guarded the sink to prevent me from washing the dishes! She stopped Oreo(dog) from disturbing me! She fetched me from work! She drove me home everynight no matter how late! And she dun let me sit alone at the rear seat! So she push her son to the back to acc me!!! Sweet right?

Dear's daddy also very friendly. He always stop oreo from disturbing me. Haha. Dear's parents treated me really well! xP *Touched*

Been chionging project this few days. Finally completed them today which is the due date for all the projects. Haha! So i am finally here blogging. =]

Today we was eating Mac in school with CTIC ppl. After we finish eating we sat there to chit chat abit. Then dear suddenly showed me his empty cup. I was thinking 'what you wat?'. Then I realise the words on the cover! It's I LOVE YOU!! So super sweet lah! I GOT A SWEET BOYFRIEND! Rofl..

So creative lah! At least no one did this for me before. It may be simple. But it made me smile. Haha!

So i copied dear and did one for him too!! I wrote 'I LOVE U TOO'. But apparantly mine is horrible lahh..

Can read mine? Haha!

Sweet dear. *MUACKS!*

Hmmm. Working tml. Liping started working in YGM le!! Same outlet as me sia! Finally lor. Decent job. xP Hopefully can stay in this job permanently until she graduated and find another decent job. *loves*

Cat jie jie.. When will our cooking out and sentosa and seoul garden happen? =[[ *waiting patiently* =]

*MUACKS!!!*

2009-06-08T12:00:00.001+08:00

Went for facial on Thur and requeted that darling help me take a picture of me as i cant see myself! HAHA. Was doing mask. Dun know whats the white stuffs on my nose, cheek and chin also. The rest of the face was transparent mask. xD

Friday was dear's interview day. And I happen to realise that his hair was rather long. Sooo. I tied it up! Hahaa..

Cute yeah?

Went Changi with Aaron on Friday and I realise that his face was super 'bloated'. So i wanted to take a pic of it. But he dun want to show ppl how fat he is so he decided to force a chin out if his fat face! Zzz. This is the kiddish boi.

Apparently after forcing the chin was still not obvious.Poor thing~ *shake head*

Went to work on Saturday and Sunday.

SiLin is so sweet la. She went CentrePoint to accompany me for dinner on saturday. And she actually went to Taka and buy Royce choco for me!!! I mean.. She bought it to share with me. Haha. It's nice lah! I love her.

On Sunday. Mr red treated me to Mcdonalds! Cause I helped him hit his sales target on the 31st May. Haha. Free lunch. xP

Was serving customers at the tie section half way when i happened to brush against my right palm with my left hand. And i felt something watery and meaty. Immediately i looked at my right palm and was freaked out!

I went to my colleague and showed her. She was disgusted and hurried me to the security to get a plaster. Zzz. I abandoned my customers and went to the security room. Guess what.. The plaster they gave me was extremely cute lah! I was surprised..

Cute right cute right??

Like for kids lahh. Lol.

Went home and washed after work. It is finally cleaned!

It's not very deep though. But super painful. Think i got cut by the item tag on the ties. T.T

As usual. Dear fetched me from work and he was damn sweet lah! He purposely came an hour earlier just to get the acknowledgement form from me and go to wisma to collect my phone and come back again.

Went to watch 'Blood the last vampier' after work. It is nice lah. But animation like so fake. SiLin decided to be a spoiler again. Wat the... Maybe i can be childish once and be a spoiler next time. Wahahahaa...

Hahahahahahahahaha....

2009-06-06T00:28:00.003+08:00

Went Changi Airport with Aaron today for our project.

It is seriously torturous to travel with a kiddish boi lah. Although I dun deny that he kept me entertain by speaking nonsense during the long ride. But stuffs he said are.. dumb.

Okayy. Before we reach Changi. That kiddish boi insisted that we shld go to Terminal 3 and he have not went there before. That okkkayy. I told him that the MRT station is actually at Terminal 3. And he was surprised. When we reached Terminal 3. He started to exclaim in awe that he feels like a tourist because he have nt been there b4. =.="

We started doing survey. And I realise that the kiddish boi is lousy at approaching strangers. He always kana rejected. Lousy. Before we reached Changi, he was like saying 'I will leave once i finish.' Sounding as if he would definitely finish it faster than me. But end up lei? Hao lian kopi kia! Learn to be humble lah!! xPP

After finishing the surveys. I went to meet dear at Orchard. Went Wisma to sent my phone for servicing again. And headed to Taka and bought Montblanc pen refill for my daddy, as well as hunting for a gift to dear's parents as it was my first visit to his hse tonight!

Dear house is really far lah. Need to walk alot. Zzz. His parents are still as friendly.

Today, I plucked up my courage and let his doggy licked me lahhh!! His dog is actually just a toy poodle which is completely harmless even if he bites. But he loves to lick and scratch. Luckily I am wearing jeans lor. His nails are too long. Time to cut. Haha. He is very cute lah. But I stil need time to completely over come the fear. =] His cat is as haolian as HelloKitty. But its good. Cause he cant be bothered to disturb me. Lol. His cat is just nua-ing in the middle of the walk way for the whole night. Haha.

After that mummy happened to be in that area. So she came to fetch me at around 10plus. Reached home at 11.15pm and bath. And here i am blogging while waiting for my hair to dry. Haha.

Dear's room is extremely neat and clean. Really surprised me. It is much neater than my room lah!! Cant believe it. I love dear's room. LOL. Everything in his hse seems special and interesting to me. Even a multi plug looks different from the others. Super cool. Haha!

Alright. Working tml. From 2pm to 11pm. Super tired le. I shall go off. Blog again when I am free. MUACKS!!! =))

2009-06-04T16:10:00.000+08:00

Today, all guys in CTIC went for their Leadership Training camp. Leaving us, the FOUR gals behind!

Here we are. Camwhoring due to extreme bored-ness after running out of games to play. =="

Jenny, Me, Annie and Jennifer.
PIGGY!

Hear no evil, See no evil and Say no evil.

*RRAAWW!* Haha!

Hmmmmm.. Cool yeah?

Jennifer and me look so alike in this pic lah! Haha!

0.o? xD

As today is the guy's leadership training camp. They are supposed to wear long pants and tee shirt. Lets look at wat is Aaron's dressing!!

*TADA!* He looks just like a kopitiam uncle with that pouch. =.="

Aaron is the joker of CTIC. He looks like a cab driver cum kopi kia cum bus driver. Haha!

RETARDED HIM.

Thats all for the day. Going facial later! =] Blog again tml. I am sleepy. Hahaaa...

2009-06-03T10:00:00.001+08:00

Camwhored in school yesterday with dear.

Haha. He is super 'pei he' lah!
Artistic right??

*RRAWWRRZZ!!!* Lol

*PIGGY~~* Haha.

Dear used paint and drew a piggy head with my signature beside it. And used it as his msn display pic!! Wth lah. But.. Its cute. Haha!

Yesterday went to watch Monster Vs Alien at AmkHub with dear after school. Actually it is pretty nice lah. Hnmmm. Watching some animated movies once in a while are actually pretty interesting. xP Haha. Maybe siling wanna considering joining us the next time? Lol.

Ate at Nebo Cafe before the movie. Seriously, the pricing is as ex as NewYorkNewYork. But the food is definitely not as good as NYNY. I have decided to boycott Nebo Cafe. Lol.

Dear sent me home after that. And something funny happened. I feel dumb and guilty.

It goes like thisss.....

*In the lift*

Me: So are you giving me my lappy?

Him: (Open his bag to get my lappy)

*Corridor*

Me: AUNTY! (Saw my neighbours)

Him: (Pass me lappy)

*At my doorstep*

Me: ByeBye.

Him: Orh. ByeBye.

*In my house*

Mummy: Eh?? Where is he?

Me: Huh? Go le lor.

Mummy: Huh? Now only 9pm lei. He not coming in?

Me: Errr.. Shit.. (take out phone sms)

Mummy: Waaa! How can u chase ppl off sia!!! Ppl send u home lei!

Me: (Super guilty and called him)

*On the line*

Me: Dear! Sorry sorry! Where are u?

Him: I am already in cab.

Me: Waa. So fast. Okayy. Sorry.

Him: Its okay.

Me: Then i see you online.

Him: Faster bath and sleep lah.

Me: Orh. Bye bye.

Him: Bye.

*Daddy came down*

Daddy: Where is ur fren?

Me: (Guilty face)

Mummy: (Explain to daddy)

Daddy: Aiyyoooo!!! How can you do this!! Pls ahh. Next time invite ppl in lah!

Me: Orrhhh.. =[[

Dumb right? Walao. I am super guilty and dumb. =.=! Sorry dear!!

Alright. Going to collect my phone today! Originally dear is going for his haircut. So i got to go myself. Butta he feels guilty and decided to change the date for his haircut. =.=" He have been postponing his haircut for many days already. I feel guilty again. T.T

Tonight dear going my hse for dinner! xD My parents are really nice and friendly. Lol. I LOVE DADDY MUMMY! xD

2009-06-02T10:53:00.001+08:00

Hhhmmmmm..

Dear started going after me around 1st May. He have been fetching me after work from Orchard every week and sending me home after school daily. Even siling and mummy finds him hardworking.

Our feelings for each other started to develop slowly. Though i admit that at some point i did thought of giving up because he is way too passive. And, doesnt react unless i said smt/did smt to hint him. Kindda tired having to throw out some hints every now and then. And he is too passive in the sense that, if i dun contact him. He wont contact me too. I dislike it.

After awhile. I gave up and told him bout him being too passive. He made improvements after that. And because our feelings for each other was mutual. We started getting close. And he started to do things that I expect from a boyfriend.

Initially I was pretty confused on whether I shld or shld not accept him as I am not confident if I have fully let go of my past relationship and I was afraid that I would bring him unhappy memories one way or the other. So i took quite sometime to think through it untill I finally derived with a decision.

I discussed it with my mum, and mummy feels that he is a nice and decent guy. I personally find him a good catch which I seriously dun wish to miss. After much encouragement from mummy and knowing all the effort he placed into this courtship. I accepted.

Up till now. He have not failed any of the requirements I stated in my blog previously. He took notice of all the little little detailed stuffs which non of my ex did.

He makes me feel like a princess.
He opens the door for me and led my hand to let me in before he does.
He took my lappy from me everytime he sees me.
He put his arms around me to ensure me that he is there and i am protected.
He pulls me into the shade when i am exposed to the sun.
He held my hands even when i dun cling onto him.
He cuddles me very frequently, and it is comfortable. Cause it makes me feel loved.
He messaged me in the morning to tell me he is up and was missing me.
He bought gummies for me without me requesting.
He fed me my breakfast.
He open my bottle for me.
He open can drinks for me without me requesting.
He pass me tissue after food.
He opens car door and let me in.
He likes me in heels as it makes me easier for him to hug/speak to. But because he is afraid that i will feel uncomfortable, he rather i wear flats.
He send me up to my door step.
He doenst mind waiting for me.
He doesnt mind even if i am in my pyjames without any make-up, and whisper that it is me that he loved.
He brought me to his family gathering.
He brings me to eat things that i like.
He never rejected me before when i fed him spicy stuffs when i know he cant take spicyness.
He doesnt mind when i speak to guys.
He doesnt mind when i meet guys.
He let me have my way by always letting me win.
He always bend down to speak to me as i was too short.
He always stand one step lower than me on the escalator to make me happy for a few seconds.
He massage me frequently without me requesting.
He let me sleep on his shoulders when i was tired.
He waited for me to go offline before he would turn in.
He is willing to do anything for me as long as i request.
He serve me food when I am at a unfamiliar place.
He set up as well as keep my laptop for me everyday in school.
He automatically help me take my handbag when I am wearing my shoes.
He helps me tidy up the kitchen after dining at my house.
He does alot alot alot of other stuffs that i cant remember for the time being..

All the above seems so trivial and easy to achieve. But i can assure you that majority of the guys couldnt do it. Bacause guys are egoistic creatures that can only think of themselves and dun really care bout their gf.

Up till now. He is perfect. =]]

I am glad that I have a decent and forward looking sweet boyfriend! Haha.

Dear. I love you. =]

And i mean it. xD

*MUACKS!*

2009-06-01T22:39:00.005+08:00

Went Singapore Flyer with dear after school on Friday!!

Two guys promised me to bring me there, but none fulfilled. Dear did not promise me anything. BUT HE DID IT! xD

Guess what we saw at the ticketing office!

NYP Business Students!! LOOK! Doesnt this pic remind you of someone!?!?!?!?

"SLAP YOURSELF!" haha! MR BADRI!! OMG! He finally decided to change his name and act as a duty manager at Sinagapore Flyer!!! OMG OMG OMG!!

Haha.

And we went into the capsule!!!

xDD
Nice scenaries from the top!

Realised that the pics we took are more or less the same. So i managed to get dear to do something stupid with me!!! Wahahaa!!

PIGGY PIGGY~~ Haha.

We are like starving after that, so settled our dinner at this restaurant somewhere in that building.

Dear analysing the menu carefully.

And we decided to eat the following!!

Seafood sizzling spaghetti!

Seafood Baked Rice topped with alfredo sauce.

Actually both was the same. Just that mine was spaghetti and dear's was rice. Lol.

Went down to sit beside Singapore River facing the Flyer. And decided to take a pic of the flyer when i realise that the light for 2 capsules was spoilt!!! Look at the highest point of the flyer. =="

Flyer seriously need some maintenance. =]

Dear sent me home after that! =]

On Saturday. I finished my housework and met Siling at Taka. She was at KFC eating with eugene. And when i reached. I didnt get any seats as it was crowded. So i stood beside siling and wait for them to finish their burger.

Suddenly i realised that a creepy and weird china guy was looking and SMILING at our direction. I was abit freaked out, thinking that maybe he is just looking for a second or so. But i was wrong. Both Siling and i realised that the guy was disgustingly gluing his eyes on us and giving us those pervertic look. By then, they have finished their burgers and we decided to get out of that place immediately. The moment we stood up, the china man straighten his back to its maximum and extended his neck to its maximum to look at us leaving. *continue giving us the disturbing smile* Until we finally turned into a corner and he lost sight of us. Creepy disgusting china man. =="

Then Siling and i proceed to Paragon's La Senze for our bra spree while eugene headed home. Amazingly! We brought out lingeries at almost half price because of its current sales!! Was really contented! Haha. Dear came to meet me at Paragon after our shopping. And we headed home!! He brought a tub of Gelato ice cream [as suggested by Siling] to my place as it was his first visit. Haha. Daddy was surprised. And i would say.... Dear presented himself well lah. Decent guai kia. Haha. Daddy and mummy liked him. =]

On Sunday. I went to worked in the morning and decided to join dear to his cousin's birthday party at night. It is also the first time i met dear's parents!! Damn scared. His mum deliberately drove all the way from Yishun to Somerset just to fetch me from work lah! I am so guilty. But his parents was rather friendly. Although his dad look really strict. =/ Heard that dear's mummy likes me. xDD Happy!!

Today after school. Dear accompanied me to Wisma to send my phone for repair. And guess what queue number we gotten!

185!! LOL.

I didnt realise it untill dear told me. So shocked lah! Haha.

Told Siling and she said "Fated lahh. Faster get married."

Rofl.

Alright. Its late and guess i need to 'chase' dear home le. Haha!! Blog when i am free tml. xP

Cheers!!!

2009-05-29T16:32:00.003+08:00

Officially his. =]

Name: Chee Wei Sze
Nick: 185 [Cause he is 185cm tall]
Age: 19 this yr.
Occupation: 2nd year Student in NYP
Course: Business Management majoring in Supply Chain Management
Hobby: Dote on me. xP

Although I cant fully admit that I have completely let go. But I have decided to give him and myself a chance as he is really nice to me and... this is STRONGLY recommended by my parents. =] Hope that history wont repeat itself. Haha!

DUMB DUMB..

2009-05-29T10:53:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Terminator Salvation at Causeway Point with 185 yesterday night!

My dear cousin watched it before i did. And she decided to be a spoiler. And told me wat happened.. BUT, her 'smart' bf told her to be a fake spoiler. Wth lahh.. After the movie i am like.. 'huh? where got such thing sia?' then i messaged her. And she told me she is just a fake spoiler.. CHILDISH! Zzz.

Ate dinner at Breeks cafe. Intended to eat Sakae Sushi, but time dun allow. So change of plan. Haha. Realised that Breeks cafe's food was pretty alright all along. Ate beef lasagne and he ate Cream Mushroom Spaghetti. Beef lasagne came in really big portion (for me). Cant really finish it. So kept stuffing him with it. Haha!

Went to Liping's place to get money from her before sending me home. Liping's mum insisted that i bring 185 into the house. And she started talking to 185 happily while i search for her money. She damn cute lah. Making 185 embarrassed. She is like trying to check his family background by asking stuffs like 'Whats ur surname?' [Instead of wats ur name], and 'What dialect group are urs?' he replied 'Canto' and my aunt says he dun look like one. And proceed to ask if his mum is a hokkien. Lol. She offered him a packet of fresh milk. And he stood there like a little kid drinking happily from the straw. Damn cute. xP

When i reach home, korkor decided to drive his gf home. So mummy asked me to tag along. And so i have to go out again. All along, I didnt have the habit to look out for car's brand. Until i know 185. Yesterday night then i realised that at the whole multi story carpark at my place.. THERE's NOT A SINGLE AUDI!! I am surprised lah!

Because 185 was planning to get an Audi after he got his license. And i didnt expect it to be so 'rare'. Until yesterday night. =="

Alright. Thats all for the day! I am again rotting in sch! =]]]

2009-05-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

Went somerset to collect my punchcard from Mr. Red yesterday! Mr. Red is indeed very red. Even 185 agreed! xP Haha. Mr. Red seems to be expecting me to bring 'someone' along. But too bad. He was waiting for surprises even after I left lah. Wth... =.="

After that went to Esplande's Ichiban Boshi with 185. Haha. Tried their Gyoza. I feel that the only special part is the sauce bah. Cause other places Gyoza got no sauce! zzz. But it is nice! I wanted to take pictures of wat we ate. But was too hungry and forgotten all bout it. =[ Haha..

Only took the Gyoza!

After dinner went to the Singapore river beside esplanade. Not very crowded, as usual. Scenary is still nice despite the noisy construction site. See See See!!

Love that place! =] 185 sent me home around 9.30pm!! xD

Previously, a few of us agreed to wear similar outfit to sch!! It is the Skirt with tights!! haha!

Jennifer & Me!
I am damn sad. So obvious she is so much taller than me! T.T

Then Jennifer suggested taking pictures of all of us that is in BLACK! Apparently all is in black except for 1! Stupid Aaron foo. So he is incharge of taking the picture for us. He is a LOUSY camera man lah! Look at what he took. He even shot his lappy in. Dumb!

And if you realise.. We stand according to our height!!! Lol. It is not deliberate! xP

Anyway, they are all my attachement-mates. Starting from the tallest. WeiSze, Benjamin, Gavin, Jennifer, Me, Jenny and Annie!! Take note that Annie is also in skirt! xD
Took this random pic on Monday. I interpreted it as 'RRaaaww! I am going to eat you up!' But Jasper interpreted it as 'The distance between my tongue and my eyes is THIS LONG!'

Wth lah. How imaginative can he get!

And yeah! I am in school now! Hiding at a cosy corner blogging and waiting for my dear cousin to come and accompany me for cheap Mac in sch! Haha. I wish I can have a good laugh at her hair again. xD

Gonna watch Terminator Salvation tonight with 185! xD

Wonder wats up for dinner tonight again. xP

Thats all for the day! I shall wait patiently for my dear cousin's arrival!!!

BBBbAAAAAAaaa.... haha.

2009-05-27T11:47:00.002+08:00

Lousy guys deserved to be single for life.

I believe the least that a guy needs to be deserved to be called guy. Is to have the basic respect for people around them. Especially to ladies/gals/women. You have the right to say wat you like to ur brother/friends. But dun you think you shld at least give a lady some respect by keeping ur mouth clean?

Seriously, If a guy dun even have the basic respect for ladies. Then he is really sucky to the core.

I admit i am referring to a few particular. They are really the suckiest guy i ever met. No wonder they are single.

To Mr dumb,
If you dun want me to dislike your frens, then i suggest u dun let me read ur messages. I believe everyone will be happier. You know i have high requirements for guys aound me. So, If i say i dun mind wat ur frens said, i am lying. Which gal can accept them? I am not that magnanimous. Sorry... But dun be caught in a spot. You can still hang out with ur frens, I wont stop you. Because you have ur freedom. I will appreciate it as long as i dun hear/see negative comments from them again. Its time for them to grow up and learn how to respect ladies.

Rrrrraaaawwww!!!

2009-05-22T10:13:00.010+08:00

FATHER'S DAY PROMOTION

Design A

Design B Design C

Design D

Overall Mug Design

* Name for Design A to C are in Capital Letter. Design D are in Small Lettter.

*Come with this box for the above pens.

*Come with this box for the last 2 pen

*Engraving service avaliable at $2. Max 25 characters.

*Durian cake very nice! xP Voucher valid till 10th August 2009.

*Valid for 6month upon issue.

Last day for order is on the 28th May 2009. Items can be collected on 17th June 2009. And Father's day is on the 21st of June!! Buy something from me okay?? It is my attachment work! Thanks alot alot!! All items are on promotions. Thus, please look through and let me know if u r interested!

Thanks!

2009-05-20T00:03:00.002+08:00

Too closed to be just friends.

Is it just me, or is it fact? If i were to leave you alone, would you stil approach me?

Are you shy or are you simply this way?

You know wat i look for in a bf. Are you confident of fulfilling?

Am i ready to commit again?

Am i really ready to accept someone new?

I know you are a good catch. Thats why I question myself more.

I dun wanna spoil ur first love. Cause I am not confident of leaving my EXs good memories.

Is wat I'm doing right or wrong?

Someone pls enlighten me.... =[

2009-05-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

Went for Guzheng's BBQ tonight.

It is pretty fun hanging out with Jasper, Wai Tsun and Rui Xiang after the BBQ ended. 3 of my bro's fren cum guzheng senior cum my fren. Haha.

3 nice gentlemans! xP

Went for supper before Jasper sending me back around 11.45pm. Thanks for the ride!(on bicycle) Haha.

Jasper the camwhoring king took some pics of us playing at the playground. If i can manage to kop any of the pics. I will post it up. =]

And yeaahh.. I am meeting them again later! [It is past 12am already, so it is later] =.="

Hmmm.. I know my bro dun like me hanging out with his frens, maybe cause he dun like me being attached to his frens. But come on. AlvinNg. I am not interested in getting attached to your frens. I have better choices out there. Though i know ur frens are all decent and good guys. But dun worry. I wont get myself attached to anyone of them. I promise. Once is enough.

SO yaa.. I hope that Jasper wont be affected by my bro's stuffs too.

And i dun think my bro will even read my blog. Haha. Alright. Tats all for the day.

Cheers~

2009-05-13T15:52:00.003+08:00

Days in CTIC (Centre for Technology Innovations and Commercialisation), my current attachment styopover is getting boring as days past.

From the first day where no one knows each other, each and everyone trying very hard to hide their true self and show each other the 'good' image. Until now, Everyone fools around and game together daily.

So wat games do we play?

The most common one is Counter Strike. There are a total of 8 people in this stopover. Including myself. 4guys, 4gals. Initially only 3 guys plays Dota and CS. Now, 7 people plays CS! Except for 1 gal. She prefer to play restaurant city and some funny knee surgery game. Haha.

Apparently, the 4 new comer to CS is noob at it. And got killed super easily by the other 3 guys! Even before we got the chance to move. We got killed without knowing where the enemy come from. Sometimes really wished that they can show some leniency. Especially Aaron and WeiSze! Haha. But its okay lah. Game.. Either you kill people or You got killed right? Butta CS is really an eye straining game. Esp for me. Usually start to tear after a few session of CS. Haha. Not cut out for gaming. =="

Hmmm.. Is it really important to win in a game? Or is it more important to let people around u feel happier cause they get to stay longer in there/just to let them feel that you care.

Game is something that you can play repeatedly for your whole life. But what about the one around you?

I used to pop by my ex's place after sch daily. And he will be in a mist of an intense WC3 session with a guy. And sometimes, because he needs to open the door for me. He lost the match and showed me black faces. Or because he is too engrossed in the game that he got no time to entertain me. And all i can do is sleep when he is playing.

My cousin's bf is also another gamer. He can reject my cousin's call just because he is playing some stupid games. Sometimes, I really wish to ask the guys. Is games more important or is a human being more important?

You guys often make us gals feel that we cant even be compared to a non living thing. A non living thing that can be replayed millions times. And a living thing that is standing right next to you. Which is more important?

2009-05-09T22:24:00.002+08:00

IT'S MOTHER'S DAY TOMORROW!

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL MOTHERS IN THIS WORLD!

Went Causeway point for Mother's Day dinner at PizzaHut. Dinner was great! After which went shopping for lingeries and ended up at Metro when my mum chance upon this 'cute' sweater and insist to put it on me and take a pic.

Thats how i look makeup-less plus embarrassed. =="

Not cute at all. And it cost $59.90. But didnt buy lah. Put on for fun. =.=!

Then we continued shopping. And we walked pass TianPo when a diamond ring caught me eyes. Haha! It is only $285! Original price is $570. On 50% discount. Soooo..

We went in to take alook. And I bought it! YES! Now I got my own diamond ring!! Haha!

Last time i wanted to buy one butta my ex dun allow. Now i'm finally allowed to buy it!

Damn hard to capture.

Personally i find it cheap and nice. Haha. Love it!

YEAHHHH~~!!!!!!

lol..

2009-05-06T23:46:00.006+08:00

BOYFRIEND REQUIREMENTS...

Appearance & such (Edited on 8th May)
-MALE
-Height, 173cm and above.
-Weight, acceptable range with reference to height.
-Size, cannot be skinnier than me and must be fit. (Need not be extremely.)
-Face, average/above average.
-Cannot look beng. MUST look like a decent boy brought up in a decent family wit good prspect.
-Max age gap of 4yrs old. Young boys can shoo off. I am not interested in "jie di lian".
-Chinese.
-Singaporean.
-Dun mind christian, but dun expect me to be a christian too.

Education
-On par with me or higher.

Family background
-Decent (Dun ask me wat is decent.)

Personality
-Clique well with my family and me.
-Polite to everyone.
-Respect everyone. (Esp my family and friends)
-Generous. (Cannot be stingy in terms of money, at least must appear generous.)
-Pay for my foods and leisure entertainments when i am with u. (Of course not when i buy my own stuffs.)
-Helpful.
-Cannot be short tempered.
-Cannot flare up with me because of stupid reasons. (Such as games and me being late.)
-Able to make decisions. (Esp when i ask for ur opinion, dun ask me back.)
-Coax me whenever I am unhappy. You might not need to know the reasons. But you must try to do smt. At least get me my favourite foods/sweets.
-Neverever leave me alone when i am at a place i am not familiar with.
-Make me feel that you care bout me. (By contacting me, before I do.)
-Make me feel like I am ur first priority. (I am reasonable, so dun get the wrong idea that you have to give up all stuffs.)
-Be HONEST. I hate guys lying to me on purpose.
-Get me gifts on days that a gift is needed. Dun make me ask for it. (Example: Anniversary/Christmas/My birthday)
-GENTLEMAN. ( Detailed stuffs that guys often missed out. As easy as passing me a tissue after food.)
-Trust me by not checking my phones. And when i dun let you check, dun question me.
-Respect my decisions. Dont expect me to follow every single things u say.
-Dun be a MCP. (Male Chauvinist Pig)
-Apologise to me if you think that you are at fault. I will apologise too if i think that i am at fault.
-Let me have my way.
-Bear with me and go along with me when i throw trantrum.
-NO VULGARITIES. Except "F***". ("cb" and "lj" is a big taboo for me.)
-Romantic.
-Honour your words. If u r not confident in fulfilling ur promises. Dun make them!
-Respect me by knowing ur limits. (When i reject your kisses/watever, stop it n dun try to continue.)
-Hardworking enough to fetch me from work.
-Cannot feel that I am ugly when i dun make up.
-Neither can you stop me from making up.
-Cannot stop me from working and spending MY OWN MONEY.
-Cannot stop me from going after brandeds.
-If I have suitors. Be glad that your gf still have market value and not to start checking on me."
-If you ever feel that we have no future. Then break up with me. I wont hinder ur future. So would I.
-I would prefer the fact that you own a car and is willing to drive me around if u r free.
-Bring me to ur family and friends. Make me known!
-Help me carry stuffs. Even if they are not heavy. (Exclude my handbags.)
-Mature enough to think of the future. (At least cannot think that you are studying for the sake of studying.)
-Brave. In terms of animals and insects. (Cause I am afriad of them!)
-Must have initiative for all stuffs. Dun always expect me to list them out. (e.g. If u want to help me carry my stuffs, just say and take it away from me. Dun wait for me to pass it to u.)

*Thats all i can remember for the time being. If i can remmeber anymore. I will add on.*

=] Many says that my requirements are too high. My mum even say that i will end up being single till the day i die. Haha!

So are you up to it a not?

All of this are not Terms and Conditions that must be met before I will consider giving u a chance. They are just, perhaps my dream guy? A kind of guy I wish I can come across and have good endings with. I believe all of them can be done as long as a guy is willing to try. Neither would I end a relationship with a guy if he breaks any of them. Of course for 2 to be together, the primarily condition is that we r interested in each other. Right?

Truthfully, I do not believe tat a relationship now will have any endings. I used to carry such hopes and naively think that there are really such things call "forever". After the past relationship. I realise that they are just BULLSHIT. Marriage is just something that tie 2 ppl down whereby both parties worked together by not playing around outside inorder to maintain a house/family. There might be 2 that really love each other. But at least, I do not believe that it will ever happen on me. However, guys. Fear not. If i accepted u, I will still treat u seriously. That I promise.

2009-05-06T12:18:00.000+08:00

I have decided. =]

Things happens naturally. But it will always come to a point where we need to make decisions.

I decided to leave things alone and let nature take its course.

It is not easy to let go of a relationship tat lasted so long. I dun wanna rush into one recklessly and not think of the other party's feelings.

It is not impossible. But i need more time to sort out my feelings. And derive at a decision that is best for the both of us.

You can choose to wait or to give up. =]

2009-05-04T00:26:00.001+08:00

Guys..

Appear when u r attached..

Disappear when u r single..

Ironic~

*Dun regret when u missed the chance. =]*

2009-05-02T01:12:00.002+08:00

On the first day of every month ever since 1st Oct 08 wasnt a happy day for me.

Until 1st May 09. Today is somewhat different.

At least, I feel different.

I know I am letting go....

2009-04-24T16:45:00.004+08:00

Went to work last minute after school yesterday.

Luciano's auntie look very down and sickly. Picard auntie says that luciano auntie is at the initially stage of flu. But goldlion auntie says that she have too many things to think and she cant let go.

She further elaborated by saying..

"Everyone have many things to think about, it is just whether you can let it go anot. Example, you need to wake up at 6am the next day and it is ur exam. So you are worried and you keeping thinking 'Eh. i cannot oversleep. if i oversleep i will miss my paper. Oh shit, i wonder how i would do for my paper tml. Would i get a A or D?' This results in ur mind not being able to rest fully and you will tend to wake up in the middle of ur sleep."

It makes me think.

Kindda true. If i can let go. I wouldnt even remember that he is coming back tomorrow night. And i wouldnt mind the fact that he is attached anymore. So i am actually creating trouble for myself when he is happily dating her not remembering me.

Jin1 shi2 bu4 tong2 wang3 ri4.

Alot of things he willingly helped last time. Is no longer avaliable now.

Why pine anymore hope?

Actually, if any guy around me now is confident that you can make me forget him. Then come bah. I will accept anyone as long as you look normal. I don't know what i want anymore. Telling every single one that I wanna stay single and closing all my opportunities. Is it right or wrong? I dunno.

I dun have anyone in mind now. Not one next on the list. Perhaps I have lost all my charms and no one wants me now. hahahahahaha..

I spoilt my own market. =]

2009-04-24T00:07:00.002+08:00

So who is more impt?

Me-Someone related to you in blood

or

Her-Girlfriend's best friend/friend's gf

You know very well what happened for the past 7mths. You know very well that ever since then, our family (except you) is biased against them.

And you started to get OVERLY sensitive at he mention of her name.

You know wat?

I hate the mention of her name. Cause it reminds me tons and tons of things. All those stuffs that trigger my thoughts and and make me think of him once again.

Perhaps by putting her down is a way to make me feel better. But i NEVER did. Today, mummy didnt mean anything. But u got so overly sensitive that you pissed her off.

You shielded her when we said something NOT AT THE LEAST harmful. So can i ask. Am I your sis. Or is she your sis?

If someone were to say something bout me. Would you even try to shield me? I seriously doubt you would.

Who is she to make him choose her over me and make you shield her over me?

So I am just so lousy that even someone related to me in blood is not helping me.

I dun interfer in who ur friends are. I dun care who u stand up for.

But to make things sound uglier. You are helping someone who stolen ur sister's most loved guy. If you think it is only right for you to always rebark mummy for her then continue. It only proves that you really like her more than ur family members.

Please think things through!

2009-04-18T21:36:00.003+08:00

SAMSUNG OMNIA.

2nd hand. In mint condition. With Screen protector.

Selling at S$500 [Price Negotiable]

LG X110-G White BrandNew!

Features:* CPU: Intel® Atom™ Processor N270
* LCD: Fine Bright 10” WSVGA LED LCD
* Video: Intel® GMA 950 Graphics
* Memory: 1GB DDR2
*HDD: 160GB SATA HDD
*Wired LAN: Megabit Integrated Fast Ethernet
* Wireless LAN: 802.11b/g NIC
* Bluetooth: Yes
*3G inbuild: Yes ( Surf Anytime, Anywhere)

Software Included:*Windows® XP Home Edition

Selling at S$950 [ Price Negotiable]

2009-04-18T02:28:00.000+08:00

Got this from Gab's blog.

[[ you'll be a lot less depressed than if you just choose to sit around feeling sorry for yourself and being self-indulgent, letting your misery eat away at you until you become a total emotional wreck and a complete moribund. (i specially went through the scenes of Music and Lyrics to find this particular sentence) people can try to help you, say lots of stuff to console you, counsel you, pull you up, motivate you... but ultimately, whether to move on or to continue to be self-indulgent and let your misery eat away your life, is it really your choice.

but what i've learnt is... the last thing you should ever try to do is to make someone feel sorry for you or guilty about it... cause its never going to work. never. ever.

better show them that you're living happier than before and that its their lost for letting you go rather than showing them that they have made the right choice about leaving because you are showing the ugly side.

"never frown; because you'll never know someone is falling in love with your smile."

wake up. move on. you gonna meet someone better. you deserve better. trust me. ]]

Thanks gab! =]

2009-04-17T21:10:00.002+08:00

Went out with YanSin and ZhengWei today.

Pretty alright? Went to Fish & Co at Heeren for dinner whereby ZhengWei decided to pangseh after that. And YanSin being the nice guy sent me back. Drank his favourite "teh" at the coffeeshop opposite my secondary school before going home. Thanks for the treats today by YanSin! *clap clap!*

Haha. They are pretty nice lah~ but guys.. haixx..

Both of you can stop playing the pairing game. =]

I admit both of u are nice guys.. but I prefer to be single!!

Haha.

Wish that YanSin sees this! xP

2009-04-16T15:00:00.002+08:00

WeiChong Kor, Happy Birthday! =]]

People around me kept telling me that it is fated that he left me and go for a taiwanese.

So, who is the loser at the end of the game?

The one left lingering trying to go back in time.

2009-04-15T22:22:00.003+08:00

Whats so fun about showing me "black" face everynight?

Wonder how long would it take for you to get used to it and look on the bright side and accept the fact that I have grown up.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YULING. =]

2009-04-15T00:54:00.002+08:00

Memories.

Supposedly well kept.

2009-04-14T14:54:00.002+08:00

What must i do to please the both of u?

Haven i done more than enough than an average 18 year old?

Dun you think that you are asking too much?

Daddy, I hope that wat I told you. Went in..

2009-04-12T20:05:00.002+08:00

You are so cruel..

You remembered your 100th day with her.

Have you EVER remembered ours?

Even our 500th day was me telling you. Have you ever ONCE bothered to count how many days we have spent together when we are together for 1yr9mths?

NO!

You are so unfair.....

2009-04-11T23:44:00.003+08:00

I dun detest smokers.. But i HATE liars..

To all my dear friend. If you smokes.. Be it social or heavy. Just admit when i ask.

I wont look down on you nor dislike you.

But i hate to be cheated.

I care only if i treat u as a friend. Do you think I will ask a guy along the road if he smokes cause i saw him with a box of cig? I WONT.

So if i ask. Please be truthful. I HATE LIARS.

2009-04-10T23:52:00.002+08:00

Started well today.

Went Partyworld from 11am to 3pm. After that went to Gelare. Follow by the movie "Knowing" and dinner at crystal jade before heading home.

After reaching home, something unpleasant happened. I dun wanna elaborate.

But I "personally" think that I am considered a well-behaved and filial daughter.

It is up to you people to judge.

I understand the fact that both my parents worked very hard everyday to earn a living.. Daddy killing his brain cells daily to clinch deals and such, mummy slogging her guts out to help daddy deliver all the "too heavy for a woman to carry" 's goods. And understanding that my mum's leg and wrist wasnt in very good condition. I willingly helped her with the housework every sat. Which included washing 2 toilets, wiping upper story furnitures, vacumming the floor and mopping the floor. Willingly helped her with the ironing every single night as long as I am home. ( Which is majority of the time). Cooking dinner for the family without complaining when asked to.

I am given S$70 bucks every week. Even when i run out of money before the week end. I will NEVER ask my parents for extra cash. I dun even claim money from them when they ask me to buy vege from market or vitagen from supermarkets. Cause I know that they are not well off themselves and money isnt easy to earn. So i satisfy my own WANTs using my own's ability. And never relied on them for extra cashs for my expensive skin cares or cosmetics.

When I goes out. I will tell them who I go out with and wat time I wil be back. And i seldom over shoot. When they scolds me, I try to shut up and not argue back. I wash my undergarments myself when i know alot of gals around me don't.

Personally, I really think that I am already considered a good daughter even if i am not EXTREMELY good.

I am contented with my family as I know that my parents really dote on me alot. But somehow, they are overly protective.

Can I ask.

Who at the age of 18yr old. Still report to ur parents the name of the person u are going out with, the person's gender, age and how u get to know him/her?
Who at the age of 18yr old. Still tell ur parent the time u will be home?
Who at the age of 18yr old. Still have a curfew? (Although my curfew wasn't very enforcing)

I DO.

When i goes out for the day and didnt help my mum with the housework for that 1 day. She says "Everyday only know how to go out. Tell me! What u contributed to the house."
*WTF!? I have been coping up at home for majority of the week doing hsework as required, and when i go out. She say I go out everyday! WTF LAH? and she say I didnt contribute to the housework. HALO! WHO IS THE ONE THAT REALLY DIDNT CONTRIBUTE? When my bro is at home and we was doing the housework, he happily sit infront of him computer like a statue. Did he offer to help anot? NO! Did my mum ask him to help anot? NO! Did my mum complain that he is idling around not helping anot? NO! When my bro is so fucking free and doesnt help a single bit my mum dun complain. When I am out for one fucking day and didnt helped she complained. Pls lei. Wanna unfair also not to this extend right?

When I go out with frens. They ask me who.. Fine.. I told them all the required informations. And when I am truthful, they starts to say stupid stuffs about people i goes out with and starts to give me funny curfew like.. 5/6pm must be home. ARE U SICK OR WAT? Who the fuck goes out with frens and returns home at like 5/6pm?? I told them before 10pm and they started kao peh-ing.

Sometimes I really wish to remind them that I am FUCKING 18 YEARS OLD. I know they care bout my safety and such. But dont they need to respect me? My mum peep into my com and ask me who is the person i am chatting with and the details. I answer all her questions truthfully. My dad checks my messages, I didnt say anything and let him check. Everything of mine is like transparent. They know every single thing.. I respect the fact that they are my parents so I dun say things like "pls respect my privacy" to them. But i really wish tat they can give me the expected freedom and respect.

Everyone around me, even those younger ones. Can reach home anytime they want and their parents wont call to nag them. Me being the older one in the clique, receives calls from home asking me where I am and rushing me to go home. I mean.. I dun mind them calling to ask me where I am.. But i will really appreciate if they dun rush me home and kaopeh me when i reach home slightly later..

What I mean by slightly later is like.. 10.05pm? or during sch days.. 3hrs after my lesson ends.. Going out after lessons is also not allowed.

I am 18. But i do not get my expected freedom. How old am i in their mind exactly?

Ridiculously. My dad can even say that he wanna see the picture of the peoples i am going out with. WTF? It is my fren!

For once, I stayed overnight at Changi Airport to study. Just to check where I am and the people I am with. I need to resort to taking pics and sending mms to my dad. And even need to make video call to ensure i am not lying.. (truthfully, dun u find it too overly protective?) Even if he is worried. Need he go to such extend? Seriously, I really DUN APPRECIATE IT.

I know they love me and care bout me. But there is a limit to everything.. I AM EIGHTEEN. I hope they remember.

2009-04-07T00:33:00.001+08:00

你的所作所为，让我越来越瞧不起你。

不明白，为什么一定要自甘堕落。对你有好处吗？

白痴！

6 more hrs and i am off~

2009-04-06T17:08:00.003+08:00

Leaving for Genting in 13hrs more.

Hope that this 3 days of getaway would make me more optimistic, and put behind all memories..

Happy Birthday ZhengWei!

Happy early Birthday to Alvin Chew.

And Happy Birthday to "you".

2009-04-04T00:31:00.002+08:00

Realise that 6months passed so quickly.

In a blink of eyes, 6month have past and i am still standing on the same old spot.

为什么我不能像想象中潇洒...

Feels dumb..

Dreaming of you every few nights and waking up in the middle of the night realising that everything is actually fake. And tries to get back to sleep telling myself everything is over and its time to let go.

Rejecting guys around me because I cant let go.

Day dream bout you in the mist of working hours, and start scribbling some words onto a rough paper.

Whenever people ask me.."Are you attached?"

I would reply "Nah. Just broke up."

But thinking back. 6 month is no longer "JUST".. It is already half a year..

I really wonder..

If we can really go back in time. Would everything stays the same?

Would i still insist that.. I wont give up my job?
Would i still insist that.. I wont give up my friends?
Would i still insist that.. I wanna make-up?
Would i still insist that.. I am not unreasonable?
Would i still think that.. You are not good enough?

People says that.. When ur bf cries for you.. It shows that he really really loves you..

You did. But, do u really love me alot alot? or is it because of "responsibility" again?

Up till now i still wonder. Cause I still cant accept that fact that you have fallen in love TRULY for someone else about 3months after our break up.

I really wonder, where do i stand in ur heart..

A fren of mine, told me that he is interested in this gal, when i know he is originally interested in another gal. Because that gal failed.. nt long after he changed his target. And he told me that, he have CLOSED THE PREVIOUS CHAPTER, before he starts a new chapter.

Soo, if i were to break up today and get attached tml.. Can I also say that I have closed my previous chapter? before i start another one? and I close my chapter faster than normal people?

RUBBISH!!

People always says, "女人心海底针" . Seems like, guys isnt an easy to understand creature too.

2009-03-26T23:51:00.004+08:00

Everything can become a habit easily.

I am used to talking to a particular person on the phone until late night. When we stopped, I am not used to it. And would really missed that period of time.

Now, I am used to chatting with him online. Even thought it is nothing important or significant, I am used to it too. I am always the one initiating the chat, when I do not talking to him, he wouldn't talk to me too. Although I am always the one initiating it, I am grateful that at least he did not ignore me.

I did not initiate any chat today. Neither did he. [I dun think he ever will, unless necessary]

Thats why, I am missing him.

"나는 아직도 당신을 사랑한다"

2009-03-23T23:33:00.002+08:00

Two guys, promised me to Singapore Flyer.

Both made the same promise, at the same place.

But non fulfilled their promise.

So,

Who wants to fulfill them for me?

2009-03-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

Who is responsible for this?

What is the antidote for 空虚?

When will the next person find that key to unlock my heart?

Where can I find the fastest route to escape from this agony?

Why is she the one to replace me?

How long will this torture last?

Who can I turn to?

What can I do?

When can I smile and say "Congrates"?

Where will I find happiness?

Why can't I 潇洒的 let go?

How can I accept?

First Choice? Or Only Choice? Acting "cool" to shield myself?

or him?

hahahahahahahaha...........................................

2009-03-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

Although 5months have past.

But the feeling is still the same when he left today morning.

还是，很想念....

Education Matters.

2009-03-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Education Matters alot.

As I grow up and get to know more and more people. I start to understand why parents want us to study well. Because, education is so powerful that it can shape a person's mindset.

I used to know this gal from Malaysia. Her education level, I think stopped at Malaysia's primary sch? or maybe secondary. Not too sure, and she came to Singapore to work right after graduation. And we had this following conversation..

Me: Hey! You are only 19, and you have worked for like so long. Why didnt u want to study further?
She: Huh? Study so much for wat?? I dun understand you Singaporeans. Study so much got wat use? Shld come out to work and earn money once you are of legal age mah! dun waste family's money.
Me: =.=" In Singapore, cert is everything. No Singaporean can afford to live without a cert.
She: Aiya. Nonsense. Study so much is only wasting time.
Me: *Smile and walk off*

I used to naively think that everyone is the same regeardless of how much we have studied. I simply studied for the sake of study until now when i realise education and cert is vital. I also realised that the amount of education one received, determines where you stand in people's mind.

Example..
Me: Hey! Which sch are u studying in now? (Both 19yr old, potential bf)
Person 1: I am in SP, business, Year 3.
Person 2: oh. I am not studying anymore. Dropped out since PSLE. Currently recession, so i am an unemployed.

What is your opinion? Who would you choose? I know that we shouldn't judge a book by its cover or by its education. But apparently everyone is realistic. Especially in Singapore.

What differentiates a person from "high class" and "low class"?

It is not how much you have in your pocket. (Althought it also plays a part). But it is more of, how you carry yourself, how you potray yourself, how you dress yourself, how you talk and most importantly how you THINK.

An educated person, thinks of the future. They plan for their future and work towards their future. Because they know what they want, and know how they can go about to get it.

An uneducated person, think of the present. Do not plan for future and have no goals. Past days by counting how much money they are left with and spend without thinking of tomorrow.

I might sound that i am sterotyping. But isnt it true?

How you differentiate between a "guai kia" and "gangster"?

I believe everyone knows how to. And, education plays a strong role in it. If a person gain adequate knowledge of the society, it will naturally cultivate a person's mind which naturally makes a person wanna strive hard and will definitely be a guai kia.

If a person did not gain adequate knowledge to THINK. Then they will be like those groups of teenagers you see frequently at the void deck smoking their life through. Those that think that they can gain respect from people of "lower rank" then them. I admit, you might gain respect from your "gi na" or "friends of lower rank". But, do u think u can gain respect from the society? To the society, you people are just a group of rubbish that are wasting tax payer's money. =]

In conclusion. Education is important because it influence one's thinking. A smart person will know that Singapore take certificate very seriously. Without a cert, you will lose out. And if everyone is smart enough to think, they wont even start gangsterism! Then, police will have a easier life too! And it save tax payer's money too. Isn't it great for everyone? =]

My post refers to the general people and not those minorities. And it also does not refer to anyone. They are just my thoughts recently. Hope that no one would take it personally.

2009-03-13T14:02:00.002+08:00

Bro flew off ytd at 1pm to Taipei!

Many thoughts been running through my mind.

Although i tried once and was rejected, i am still wondering if i shld try again for the next 5 days before he leave.

I know him well enough that I clearly know the answer, but I foolishly thought that I shld at least try. When he tried last time, I gave him a chance. Although things still ended up in the wrong track. But at least I gave ourself a chance. I tried this time, maybe because of her presence or maybe because I really sucks. I failed.

I don't understand which part of me is inferior to her. She looks like a typical housewife at such a young age. While you dislike me dolling myself up. We are at our prime age. Now dun doll, look like a housewife, then for the rest of the life. Look ugly?

Maybe I am younger, maybe I am more childish. But I believe I can do alot of stuffs guys like to satisfy you, while she cant/she wont.

You are a person of discipline and logics. I know EVEN if u still have interest in me, you wont give her up. Because you guys are already together and because of responsibilities you wont leave her.

But, are you just going to let your responsibilities lead you forever and leave with regrets if u ever will?

Actually, I feel stupid. Why can't my heart just let go and move on. I really wish I can just sleep and wake up and forgo all feelings in me. But I kept dreaming of you, all sweet scenes. Which makes all thing harder.

Should I try for the rest of the 5days? or shld I simply accept the fact that you are a man of responsibility and admit defeat?

Someone please enlighten me.

2009-03-08T14:07:00.004+08:00

Bro down with fever on Monday night. Recovered on Tues with his gf's 细心关怀 for the whole night. Poor gf~

On Tues night, I ran out of water supply in my room and it is already mid-night. I have a habit of not going down to the kitchen in midnight as i dunno what i might see. So out of laziness, I took my bro's water and took a sip and went to bed. Because I thought since he have recovered, the water SHOULD be safe for consumption. =]

Unfortunately on Wed, I woke up with SLIGHT fever. Being a good gal that can take care of myself, I ate some medicine prescribed by the doctor last time. The fever subsided and came back again at night.

On Thur morning, around 6am, I woke up feeling extremely cold. Aircon was off, I was wearing 2 layer of jacket with thick blanket. I got no choice but called my mum. She came over and tried ways and means to make me feel warm but non helped. She returned to her room around 7plus. And around 8plus, I woke up with severe headache accompanied with a high fever of 40.1 degree celsius and vomitted. So my mum drove me to our family doctor's clinic at Yishun. And there are freaking many people that we need to wait for 11 more! By that time my head is already splitting. I beared with it while my mum had her breakfast at the nearby coffeeshop. After finishing eating and chitchatting with an aunty, we went back to check how many more people to our turn. And for the past 30plus minutes while we are away, the doctor only managed to see TWO patient! Wtf. My mum brought me to the van with the intention of letting me sleep for awhile, but my head was really hot that she decide to approach the nurse and ask for fever med. But the nurse insist that i have to take my temperature before she can do anything. By that time my temperature already drop to 39.4 degree celsius. But it is still consided high fever. So she informed the doctor and he kindly decided to let me CUT THE QUEUE!!

As usual he gave me some medicine. And i went home to sleep! Woke up on time to eat my medicine and until night time, I feel much better. Continued eating the medicine to control my temperature.

On Friday I was pretty alright when i woke up at 12plus, so went out for lunch with my cousin. At night my headache came back. I continued eating medicine until Saturday morning when I woke up with ONLY headache and not fever. My dad decided to bring me to the doctor again because I womitted. On the way to the doctor, I vomitted countless time in mummy's van and i even dirtied my dad's jacket. =[

When we reached the clinic, it was already packed. This time round we waited for approximately 3hrs before out turn. The doctor gave me a stronger version of fever medicine that cures headache and a anti vomiting med. I went home and slept as usual. Woke up in the evening feeling much better. So had dinner with parent at the coffeeshop under my place.

My dad went of to CWP after dinner and I went home with my mum to watch TV. Daddy came back at 10plus with THIS!!

GUMMIES FROM MINITOONS!

My dad knows that I love gummies, and because my mum told him that before seeing the doctor she bought gummies for me and I ate them happily like a kid. So my dad went to buy 300grams for me! haha..

My dad told my mum..
"Aiya, I see her sick until like that I also xin tong mah. Since she feeling better now jiu buy sweet let her happy lor."

I was really touched lah.

My ex know that I love gummies, last time during our monthly anniversary he confirm will buy either 1 or 2 packet for me. Eversince broke up my source of gummy is from my dad or maybe my another ex. But now, my ONLY source is my dad. But he never fail me before, because he knows i love bubble tea and gummies and whenever he sees them he will buy it for me. Despite getting scoldings from my mum he would still buy it to cheer me up.

My dad wont console me when he see that I am down, My dad wont ask me what happen when he sense something wrong. But he would do stuffs within his means to cheer me up. Truthfully speaking, I am really glad to have this dad that dote on me this much. =]

On Channel U, there is this new show every weekday night 10pm to 11pm. 一切完美II, its 主题曲 is 放了爱 by 郭美美.

One of the lyrics says. 放了爱，会明白，有一种拥有，叫做放手. Sounded quite true. But it is always hard to achieve.

=]

2009-03-01T23:59:00.001+08:00

Went East Coast skating with Liping, AlvinChew, WeiChongKor and Alvin's friend Wayne (hopefully spelt correctly).

Supposed to be a very fun and happy day. Never did i expect to see him. He kind of... not really spoilt my mood. But instead made me emo for the rest of the day.

Why??

There's like 29 days in Feb and 31 days in March. Why must i see him today? TODAY IS 1ST MARCH! It makes me think even more. Haix. How i wish i can let go of him.

He is happily skating with her while I broke down crying by the road side. WTF.

I am not trying to act pathetic. But I really wonder. Am I suppose to smile and wish you happiness while I am undergoing this kind of agony myself?

I hope that one day, when i see u on the road holding hands with her. Or one day when someone mentioned you infront of me. I wont cry. I really wish..

And I promise myself. When that day come. I will remove your family picture from my bed side. I will remove our picture from my wallet and i will isolate ALL stuffs you gave me before.

I PROMISE MYSELF.

2009-02-21T23:47:00.002+08:00

Went to watch "Look for A Star" today with Nic.

Nice movie! It is more of like comedy+romance? haha.. really nice. worth watching. =]

Hmmm..

Early in the morning when guang ming shan to pray with my aunt. Came back around 1pm.. Did housework for mummy before going out.

Mummy was sick, so did not go to shop today. Instead she helped me with the housework!! I was supposed to wipe the furniture, vaccum and mop the floor PLUS the 2 toilets. Basically the top level of my house lahx.. And my dear mummy actually helped me with wiping the furniture and vaccum! And i managed to force my lazy brother to mop the floor. Which resulted in him breaking the mop. =.=! DUMB!

Kay. Then i washed the toilet lorx. And i realised that my knees hurts whenever i squat down. I got no idea why, probably is my old ailment. So damn pain, but i still finish washing the 2 toilet lah. Dun wanna bully my mum. haha..

I am going to start rotting! *h0oRaY!*

2009-02-21T00:03:00.005+08:00

DO NOT BE SHOCKED! haha!

This is a sample mask giving by Kose when i purchased i dunno which skin care product from them. It is SUPPOSE to whiten ur face. But the mask is as dark as ink! But it is damn good. When i am peeling off, i can feel as if tiny hairs on my face are being removed too! dun need to go face threading! haha! I MUST check the price of this mask! xP

Eh? A weird pic of me checking for more pearls! *Embarrased*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!! It is my dad's brithday today! 20thFeb! I purposely did not wish him "Happy Birthday" today. And my mum told me that my dad have been waiting for my call for the whole day! HAHA! Like so damn kelian.. Everyone wished him except for his precious daughter.. haha.. Butta I gave him a "BIG" present. Hopefully he likes it. =]

LOVE YOU DADDY! *MUACKS!*

My daddy damn cute right? Look at that round tummy! HAHA!

And my dad purposely went to Clementi central to buy my favourite donuts!! YUMMY!

xDD

Today sat for my last paper. Statistical Theory for Business. I wouldn't say that the paper was hard. But it was time consuming? Especially the damn regression question! Wasted so much of my time to make sure that my answers was right. Optional question screwed up. Cause i dunno which to forsake. Ended up doing all 3.. I feel as dumb as JunLong. Grrr..

On the train to school today, 2 teenagers caught my attention. I was suppose to be reading my notes actually. But i ended up looking at them most of the time. They are actually couples lah. A quite good looking guy and a not bad looking gal. haha. They are in their school uniforms(no idea wat secondary). And this gal is like clinging onto him. (They are sitting) This guy is rather tanned and the girl looks quite white? I dunno why but when I looked at them.. They make me feel that the relationship that they are having/enjoying are so "pure".

I can't define pure when asked to. Not because their relationship involves no sex or wat.. But I just feel that they are like so fresh?? and their relationship are like damn pure. Really cant explain. But i do envy them. I missed the period when my relationship was that pure too. Haha. I feel so old now that watever relationship around me is like so tainted and soiled? lol. Dunno what kind of thinking i have, but it just seems like secondary relationship is filled with majority happiness, cause both parties are usually newbies. And expectations towards each other are not that high.

Do you know something? Couples quarrel much more than friends/bestfriends do.

Because, couples have higher expectation from each other. Examples..

Friends wont expect you to call them at night to talk, couples do.

Friends wont expect you to sms them out of no where, couples do.

Friends wont expect you to buy stuffs for them during occasions, couples do.

Friends is not oblidge to coax you when u r down, your another half is.

Everyone have different expectation. Maybe I can satify you with my behaviours. But I might not be able to satify another guy with the same behaviours. Thats where the part of breaking up comes in. When 1 of them realise that the other party can't satisfy them and is probably not good enough. It is time for break up. And if a patch up is requested. That person will say "I will change" but usually, there is no use.

I have a saying.

Couples break for a specific reason. Once you broke up, dun patch. Because the scar and that particular problem is already there. Patching up, doesn't solve it.

I have tried patching up, giving both parties a second chance. But maybe it is me or maybe it is him. It still did not work out.

As the saying goes, give and take. In a relationship, there is nothing called "fair". Nothing is fair. One side must have gave in more and the other side taking in more. Those that have been into a relationship should know what I mean.

Frankly speaking, I am tired of all this things. My aim is to stay single!

Ciaos.

2009-02-19T14:10:00.002+08:00

Why do WE teenagers torture ourself with BGR?

Every single one of us knows that BGR not only contain happiness and sweet moments. But it also contains alot of unhappiness and quarrels.. or even the pain and hurts it brings to you during break ups.

Be it the guy or the gal. Unless you are a professional playboy or playgirl. You are bound to get scars all over your body. All of us TEENAGERS jolly well know that BGR at this age have less than 0.1% chances of getting married. But yet all of us are still "curious" and dumb enough to jump into the hole filled with visible spikes.

I dun understand why all of us are so stupid to jump in and get hurt willingly.. Probably thats how god keep himself entertained. By looking at how dumb human being can be. haha..

It is easy to get attached.. But that is not the case when it comes to break up.. The person that initiate the break up is even harder.. If u feel hurt, the person that initiated it will be hurt doubled the amount. But that is provided that person is not a pro playboy/girl. Often after breaking up, the "letting go" period is the hardest. You would need to get used to...

Not having someone to rely on
Not having someone to dote on/dote on u
Not having someone to share your happiness and unhappiness
Not having someone to look forward to meeting everyday
Not having someone to serve
Not having someone to shower your love on
Not having someone to hug and give u a sense of security
Not having someone to kiss
Not having someone to talk to on the phone at night
Not having someone to comfort you when u woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night
Not having someone to wake u up early morning to study
Not having someone to carry your heavy bags
Not having someone to share nice musics with
Not having someone to watch movies with you
Not having someone to buy you things u desire
Not having someone to call u "dear/baby/sweetheart"
Not having someone to feed you
Not having someone to remember your schedules for you when u have bad memories
Not having someone to care for you
Not having someone to ... ...

Forgetting is not easy.. But still it is part and parcel..

I hope that.. I can learn to get used to not having a guy hanging around me and be independent.

*I hope i can..*

2009-02-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

=]]

First Bouquet of my life! 12stalks of roses. REAL ROSES!

And my desired Nike bottles filled with ferrero rocher!

Close up of the flower! =]

Lunch at NewYork NewYork!
xD

Thanks Nic! For making today such a enjoyable day for me!

=]]

2009-02-10T19:14:00.003+08:00

STRESS!

I need concentration and intelligence.

Wushu gathering at Sakura International.

2009-02-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

I spent sometime reading through ur archives.

I realise that..

Our 1year9mth actually brought to you alot of agony instead of happiness. In all your posts, none of them is about how happy you are with me. Instead, all of them are describing how much hurts i have brought to you, how many times i have broken my promises and how flirthy and sucky i am as your gf.

You let me understand what kind of gal I am all along. Perhaps you are right all along. I dunno if all I see now are facade or true. I dunno if you are still the one i know all along. The one that buys me bubble tea despite my mum disapproval, the one that let me sleep on his lap every night and know that i fake to be asleep whenever the clock strikes 11pm, the one that fetches me from MRT every night after work, the one that wakes me up after finishing his WC3 with ABA every evening, the one that washes the dishes for me after dinner when i sajiao, the one that wake up early morning just to come over and accompany me on bed, the one that brings me to movie and explain to me about history, the one that USED to love me..

I dunno if being frens is better for me or should I just farking break off all contact just to force myself to forget you. I have not removed your family photo in my room. I have not removed the picture in my wallet. I have not isolate the bear you gave me on our 1year anniversary. I have not deleted all your pictures from my handphones, laptops and thumbdrives. I have not throw away those neo prints. I have not throw away the bracelet and ring you gave me.

All because i can't bring myself to.

I dunno if you still have my picture in your wallet, or maybe they are already replaced by now. I dunno if u have threw away those lousy watches i gave you. I dunno if u have changed ur perfume. I dunno if u have deleted all pictures of me in your handphones. I dunno if you have threw away the bracelet. I dunno if you have really completely replaced me with her.

1year9mths seems to be very long to me all along until i read ur archive. Nothing in your archives deserve to be remembered. They makes me feel that you are living in agony for the whole farking 1year9mths. They makes me feel that you have beared with me long enough. They makes me feel that I deserve what i have now. They makes me feel that...

You have finally escaped from my claws and is living in happiness now.

Exams are coming and I know i need to study to stay in my Director's list. I know i need to study to maintain my GPA. But i just can't farking concentrate. I can't farking think of my studies. I can't farking stop myself from being jealous when i know i dun have ANY farking rights!

You hate me using this word. But i have to.

Cause..

I really feel so desperate. No matter how many guys I have around me that claims to be around when i need them, they can't replace what i already have in there. I feel so farked up when i know i need to study and I can't focus.

I tried getting a replacment. But it dun work. Even up till now...

I know the logic of 没有人，没了谁，会活不下去.. Without you.. I still lead my life this way..

But, without you.

My house seems so empty..

I see no point in me returning home every day after school. I used to go home straight everyday cause I get to see you.

I do not go out with frens, cause i have you.

Now..

I dun have u, I have lost my frens. What do i have?

Nothing..

I dun even have my results.

Haha..

I sounded very pathetic huh?

You might think that i am trying to gain sympathy and catch some guys attention again..

But nah.. I dun need any guys attention cause its pointless..

If having a guy with me now, can let me get rid of all habits i have related to u. I will definitely do it.

But.. FARK OFF..

I can see how happy you are. And YES. I am jealous. I do not have any FARKING rights but I am still jealous.

You say that, receiving blessing from your ex is the best right? Then I need to tell you.. I am sorry. I am not generous enough to extend my blessing. When i get to know u are attached, I am quite alright. But the more i get to know her and the more i see how u guys continues. The more i hate that gal and the more it makes me feels that you are nothing just a farking liar. I feel that she have snatch you away from me when i know that is not the case. I know that we are not possible and I also farking know that you love her now.

But I wanna state my point that I have not betrayed you all along. [If u still believes Choting, and think I did.] Even if i were to "flirt" with any other guys. The thought of leaving you for them have never ever came across me. This applies even for Ivan. I dunno if you know. One of them actually agreed to give up his gf if i am willing to give u up. But i laugh and told him that I will NEVER leave you for any guys, including him.

You are the one i love all along.

But.. I will learn to tell/convince myself that..

You are someone I USED to love..

I hate her, I hate you..

But I hate MYSELF more than anything else.

FARK OFF!

2009-02-03T00:04:00.000+08:00

Perhaps it is time for me to get a replacement.

2009-02-02T20:24:00.001+08:00

HATRED!

*FUCK OFF*

2009-01-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today morning my dad underwent a MINOR operation.

According to him, over one night. A lump developed on the top left shoulder of his back.

It is painful when applied pressure. So we went to the doctor.

And that was when we know that an operation was necessary.

Today morning at 10am he went to Mount Alvenia for the operation.

It took about 1hr. And this is the "souvenier" the doctor gave to my mum.

Disgusting eh?

It is a disgusting lump that resembles an animal's brain soak in urine or some weird solution.

Yucks!

So now.. My dad's left arm is like 废 liaox.. And he cant even lift his arms.

I have no idea how long it would take for him to recover..

But i hope it will be soon.

=]

Hopefully Goddess will bless my beloved daddy!

2009-01-29T23:31:00.003+08:00

Went to the doctor on 28th,yesterday.

Doctor says that since i am allergic to alcohol, which is equivalent to allergic to a certain kind of medicine.

I CANNOT TAKE ALCOHOL ANYMORE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

WTH~

Out of so many things in this world, why must it be ALCOHOL!?!?

=[[

Butta the doctor says that, allergy not only causes rashes like now... It will also cause respiratory problems if i continue to consume it. ='[

So, no more alcohol for me FOREVER. DAMN SAD!

Hmmmm.. This is wat happen to my hand after applying med. =[

White white de.... =[

Itchying all over. ZZZZ!

2009-01-28T00:27:00.002+08:00

Result of excessive intake of alcohol for someone that is allergic to alcohol.

=]

Dun really look super red in the pics. Probably due to lightening. But my hands, waist, back, butt, tights, and the part behind knees are all filled with rashes and is swollen. And they are all FREAKING SUPER DUPER ITCHY!

Allergy to normal intake of alcohol causes rashes which can be solved by applying hot rice wine.

Allergy to excessive intake of alcohol (LIKE NOW), causes rashes and redness which eventually leads to swollen, and could not be solved by rice wine AT ALL.

I challenged my own's alcohol intake limits. But i ended up losing to my skin. shucks! Why must i be allergy to alcohol!?!? gosh!

2009-01-26T23:55:00.002+08:00

Enjoyed drinking tonight.

Drank....
1 cup of Chivas 7-Up
1 cup of DryGin 7-Up
Half cup of Martell Cordon Bleu 7-Up
Half cup of Shot
Approx Half cup of red wine
Few mouth of others here and there
*cup = beer cup u see in coffee shop*

Largest quantity of liquor i ever took in a day.

Wish that I can be drunk. But I am not.

Haha~

2009-01-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

Frequented the food court at Admiralty that we used to go.

Realised that the Yong Tau Foo stall that we used to love is no longer under the same stall holder.

Drank water chestnut and suddenly remember that u used to like it.

Bought ban mian and remember that i never need to buy it myself last time.

Couldn't finish it and rememeber that someone used to finish them for me last time.

Wiped my straw after food and remember that someone used to wipe it for me last time.

Whenever I walk past KFC, I will be reminded that no one will accompany me there anymore, and it have also been sometime since i frequented that KFC.

Things changes, memories stays.

And I am still staying at the same spot when u are already infront there living happily.

haha...... dumb.

2009-01-18T22:33:00.001+08:00

2nd cup of Martell coke.

Saint, recognise the cup? =)

2009-01-18T13:29:00.006+08:00

I dun say, is because i wanna preserve your image for the LAST time.

You might say u dun mind. But i jolly well know that saying out would really ruin ur image in my mum's heart.

But somehow, everything is in the known now.

I can't help u anymore.

I can't let go, cause u r irreplaceable in me. But, I assume that u really love her.

So, Wish u happiness. I believe she can replace me in you. And play a much better role as a gf, compared to me. At least, she fulfill all things u dun want in me.

Congrates.

2009-01-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

Nearly 2 yr memories replaced within 3mths.

I will learn to forget you by forgetting all ur 'goods' and remembering only the 'bad'. Hoping that it would help.

No friends to turn to, no alcohol to drown myself.

Fucking hate the current me.

I need to get over u. But how. I dun know.

Congratulation in getting over me and moved on. Hope that you 2 will have better future lying ahead.

Dun worry. I will try all fucking/dumb/crazy ways to get over u.

*Silent cries that can't be kept silent no matter how hard i try. Heartless.*

2008-12-21T00:38:00.002+08:00

Recently in love with Jodi Picoult's books..

My Sister's keeper is really damn nice! Thanks HuiCi for the recommendation! haha!

First time in my life i ever 'almost' finish reading a book.. and i am sure i will finish it..

Planning to buy Nineteen minutes and The Vanishing Act after finishing this..

Haha! Hopefully i can continue to have interest in books! =]

And,

I doubt i will blog that often.. been quite emo recently.. alot of stuffs that i cannot post.. so wats the point.. and.. I doubt there will be people interested in reading my blog frequently.. thus blogging frequently anot doesnt matters much..

i guess..

2008-12-18T23:43:00.002+08:00

-Start Tags Replies-
10 Dec 08, 09:35

JiReH: hello there. miss NG. looks like someones still needs to go fer classes. i'm on holiday since last week.. muhahahhahaha.

Dun boast lahx.. kns..
10 Dec 08, 00:07

jianhui: stop maKING ME SHY LA!

Lol.. Dun act lahx~

6 Dec 08, 11:24

jspr: haha! linked! thanks for the wishes! I'll be back soon too! haha

Take Care! =]

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Doubt thou that the stars are fire;
Doubt thou that the sun doth move;
Doubt truth to be a liar;
But never doubt that I love.
-William Shakespear, Hamlet-

2008-12-09T22:58:00.002+08:00

3 more days to term break..

Today was a hectic day.. rushed out stats project.. really last minute.. presentation sucks.. but at least we completed.. hopefully can impress the tutor with our report did by han that is super chim.. :S

Met Brenda under the block after school to 'slack'.. Shared alot of stuffs.. Thanks darling for accompanying me! =]

After that met JianHui around 9pm to accompany him to dinner at admiralty.. He insist that i shld blog bout his handsome-ness.. so alright..

Tan Jian Hui is SO SO SO SO HANDSOME!

happy? haha!

Many stuffs happened recently.. Mr TanJianHui.. Thanks for trying to cheer me up for the past like i dunno.. 6 days?

And getting cheated by me to send me home at 11pm plus and such.. Thanks ah~

Hmmm..

When we 'break up' i issue u a cert to certify that you are a qualified good 'boyfriend' okay? xP

Thank You!

I hope that everything can come to an end beautifully.. though i dunno how..

I seriosuly do not think that i can control the ending.. Instead.. I totally have no say.. It is all up to u gals..

希望，船到桥头自然直。。

2008-12-04T23:27:00.002+08:00

-Start Tag Replies-
2 Dec 08, 18:41

saint: why no update.

No mood? update le lahx.. surprise that u still bother to check my blog.. xP damn korean!
27 Nov 08, 20:10

JIANHUI: crazy girl

Oi! boyfriend.. i am perfectly normal k! I am siao eh no.2.. not no.1 lorx! i am not the extreme one.. Stacie correct right? xP

25 Nov 08, 19:31

WeiChong: Yoyo happy biirtthday ^^

Thanks kor! =D
25 Nov 08, 15:42

Yuling: HAHAH! nvm lah!! i woke up the middle of the night to sms her k?? Its the thoughts that count! i know she loves me the most:)

Haha! I love all of you gals equally ok? =]
25 Nov 08, 08:57

stacie: eh not lor. i am the first. i messaged! i know she loves it!!

Yeah. I love it.. But you are not the first.. aiya.. second also not bad right? xP
25 Nov 08, 00:00

peiqing: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING, hope you like the surprise first to wish leh

Haha! You are the first on my blog! Thank you! Darling.. I love the surprise.. really.. Thanks alot alot alot! I love u gals!

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Many many things happened recently..

I know i am not doing the right stuffs..

Darlings..

I am sorry.. I promise.. I will try to find way and solve it.. I know that u gals care for me.. and i dun wanna drift away frm u gals also.. sorry.. give me sometime.. i am vexed myself.. heard of 猪八戒照镜子？I feel like one now..

Haix..

Sorry darlings..

2008-11-25T00:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE NG!!!

Haha! Thanks a lot to Stacie Darling, Yuling Darling, PehChing Darling, Brenda Darling, Saint Oppa, Fernan and my dear fren Andy! Thanks people for giving me so many giftSS above! Especially darlings for planning and putting in so much effort into creating this surprise party for me! I was really really shock and happy.. It is the first time i ever had a birthday party in my life, and it will definitely be the most memorable one ever.. Thanks DARLINGS!! Without every single one of you.. this party wouldn't be possible.. Thanks ALOT ALOT ALOT!

I love all of ur! This includes the guys ok! If u guys ever need help or company.. come to me! I will definitely try my very best to help u people de.. Thanks!!!!!!

*MUACKS MUACKS MUACKS!!*

xD

2008-11-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

-Start Tag Replies-
22 Nov 08, 22:51

Yuling: HAHA!! "yours disgustedly", i will never ever forget that in my life.. COOL MAN!

Yeah.. I will never ever forget tat too.. xP
22 Nov 08, 00:30

peiqing: yea! good job darling

Haha! Is ur plot good.. xD
22 Nov 08, 00:16

stacie: oh my god! i am so so so touched! haha. my unglam pics!! omg.

Ur unglam pics is like so hard to get can! so must treasure... xPP

-End Tag Replies-

Chance upon this...

Memories....

Just like wat stacie says..

The more we wanna forget.. the more heaven plays with us..

Alot of stuffs will appear infront of us, and remind us of all those memories... What does heaven really wants.. Have fun? Haha.. I dunno...

2008-11-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY STACIE TAN YA SI!!

*Please enjoy looking at ur "UN-GLAM" pics! xD*

Lastly, we went PizzaHut for dinner.. Many hilarious stufs happened.. But utimately..

Stacie Tan,

I wish that you really love the stuffs we gave you and all the effort we put in to give u a surprise.. =] You are now officially 1YR OLDER THAN ME! xPP

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! xD

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19 Nov 08, 22:31

Yuling: hmm.. emo den next time dun send u songs le eh... Cheer up lah ans stop sleeping in class

I am trying very hard no to sleep in class... =]]]
19 Nov 08, 22:05

stacie*: oops. that was me. i agree totally!!!!!!!!!!!!!
19 Nov 08, 22:05

hahaha: pq, why do i agree with u?

Cause it is a fact~

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2008-11-18T23:15:00.003+08:00

-Start Tag Replies-
17 Nov 08, 23:08
peiqing: my son is damn good at zi-lian-ing, pardon him! cause his mother does that too!
Lol.. He is forgiven.. but those pic really damn funny.. cannot stand him..
17 Nov 08, 16:12
jspr: yooo! how's business ar? sick of it yet? hahaha!! min gpa of 3. how's your gpa so far?
U r Jasper? lol.. Hmm... Business? wat business? My course ah? Not bad.. Quite like this course.. lol.. Hmm.. currently gpa 3.333.. =[[
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I like my current blog song..

Few weeks back, Yuling transferred some songs into my phone.. but only today then i happen to hear them..

This songs reminds me of many many stuffs..

Truthfully..

I actually wish that forgetting can be as easy as deleting a folder in out computer.. By then, all of us would be happier.. isn't it? =]

2008-11-15T23:54:00.006+08:00

-Start Tag Replies-

15 Nov 08, 16:22
Yuling: HAHAHa! i got tag lo!! LOL! i know u love me the most:)

Haha! Ya lahx Ya lahx! love YOU the most lahx! *shy*

14 Nov 08, 10:04

cat: eat lotsa icecream!!! =)

Haha! I ate alot.. xPP

13 Nov 08, 21:42

WeiChong: Treat ice cream still can ^.^

LOL! I want ice cream from haggen daze! xD can?

13 Nov 08, 20:36

saint: stop writing on my hand please

Hmmm.. I write cause i know u love me.. xP k lahx.. i b*** ok? xD

12 Nov 08, 23:48

jun: treat urself la...

Waa.. lik tat lorx.. didnt know u so bad sia.. *CRIES!*

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Recovered le!! haha!

and...

MY BRITHDAY IS REACHING SOON!!!

25th NOV!

Haha! I want birthday gifts!!

I want....

Braun Buffel Car Key Holder - Nic

Nike's water bottle - JunLong promised

Cute Pyjamas - Darlings

Slippers - Brother

Shiseido Stick Foundation -

Shiseido Loose Powder -

Red Shades -

Bag -

Fake Nails that is custom made [approx $160] - doubt anyone can afford

MP3 - doubt anyone can afford

Burberry Wallet - doubt anyone can afford

Earrings/Necklaces/Bracelets - If u really dunno wat to buy and really wish to give me something.. xP

Actually i also dunno wat i want.. But i just want something.. xPP

But of course.. I wont mind if i dun receive anything.. xD

I shall end off with a very dumb pic of nD.. xD

I know nD wont mind.. xP

Ciaos!

2008-11-10T21:10:00.002+08:00

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10 Nov 08, 17:44

nD: and also get well soon!
10 Nov 08, 17:44

nD: wad the crap..stop replying tags and post smth constructive besides my pic

HAHA! is this constructive enough? xP

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Went to the doctor today.. Had fever on and off since friday evening.. Then throat pain till i can't swallow solid food.. so.. starved for the whole day..

Temperature was 38.7 when i see him just now.. and he says that my wind pipe is super swallon.. then i say swallow things very pain.. including water.. and i ask him wat can i eat..

He gave me an answer which shocked me.. he said:"Eat ice cream.. Consume all cold stuffs."

Then i am like..:"huh?!?!? Ice cream?!? are u sure?!?!"

Then he say:"yaa.. if not there is nothing you can eat.."

Hmmm.. He gave me 2days MC.. Butta i am still thinking if i should use it.. Cause if i were to miss classes for 2days.. i confirm lag behind one nor.. Will miss out alot alot..

Haix.. FAN ah!! *cries*

I want good food once i recover!!! Who willing to treat me? =XX

2008-11-09T23:30:00.001+08:00

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8 Nov 08, 11:16

nD: eh..update lei

Be patient lahx~ u will see ur pics someday..
6 Nov 08, 22:49

saint: pardon your ugly feats? feet you may say.. dumbass

Damn korean.. My feet much prettier than urs lorx!
2 Nov 08, 22:42

zhengwei: eh..i got bad memory..lol..i doing fine?..lol..workin in marina square Swesens

ohh? okay.. go find u if i happen to pass by and remember.. xPP
2 Nov 08, 22:02

idiot!!: (:

=]] Hi Idiot! xP
1 Nov 08, 01:01

peiqing: polish for me sometime darling

Okay!

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I am super sick now.. update some other time..

Bye..

2008-10-31T22:46:00.002+08:00

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29 Oct 08, 18:00

saint: the pic on 2007 just got me shocked so much

Yeah... Tat time hairstyle also diff.. Look damn innocent.. not lik now.. =[

27 Oct 08, 20:57

zhengwei: coool,big difference (: ..anyway ur still selllin braun buffel wallet?

LOL! WHEN DID I EVER SELL BRAUN BUFFEL WALLETS?!?! i was NEVER under braun buffel before lahx.. i am under YGM de.. till now still got work when free lorx.. What are you doing recently?

27 Oct 08, 20:32

stacie: i know u just love me right?/ haha. yay. waffles. good girl.!!!

Eh.. Stop arguing lahx.. I love all 3 of u EQUALLY ok? I love myself most though.. xPP I WANT WAFFLESSSSS!!

27 Oct 08, 20:32

stacie: haha. darling! cute lah!! haha. how come u all like to take last time pics-like andy? haha..

HAHA? what has my pics got to do with andy again?!?! aiyaa.. i just happen to see it in my bro's camera jiu blogged bout it lorx.. nth to do with andy! xP

27 Oct 08, 19:00

nD: LOL. yea BIG difference! got pri sch pic?

Ehh.. Dun want.. My pri sch pics too cute.. Later you fall for the pri sch me how? xP DUMB!

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Today school ended at 4pm.. YingYing[Sister] came to meet me at NYP.. Haha..so sweet of her lahx! came all the way down to NYP frm Yishun just to take cab with me back to Yishun again.. haha! dumb right? butta.. tats sister wat! xP

So we went to do... PEDICURE!

Haha.. been sometime since i last went.. Love the feelings of them removing those dead skins for me.. xP And of course i admit i am vain.. so i like colourful nails.. xD

But i lik dark dark colours.. so yeah! Look below! xD

Pardon my ugly looking feats! *shy*

Okay~ As usual lahx.. When u go to those shops they will lik.. ask u do this.. do that.. buy this.. buy that.. We rejected almost all..

Not until the men showed us the buff-er thingy.. watever u call it lahx.. Those filler/buffer that can make ur nails shine? Haha! It is not too ex lahx.. and he demo it on our hands.. then the nails really became damn shiny.. we r shocked lahx.. So ya... we bought it! haha!!

Ehh.. really very shiny.. dun believe? u see..

Initially my nails is lik this.. Sorry ah.. my nails are not pretty naturally.. =]

After using that filler/buffer...

*TADA!!!*

Perhaps not too big difference in this pics..

But.. Pls dun think that this kindda pic easy to take okay! If u wanna see it.. come find me.. I show u my fingers.. haha! And u will see that it really SHINES!

Alright! Will blog again soon.. *I guess*.. Take care peeps! Pls tag lahx.. If not my blog machiam desserted... =X

*MUACKS!*

2008-10-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

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24 Oct 08, 13:47
zhengwei: HAHA,,good good..sry to hear abt ur r/s matter...cheer up k (:

Haha! Its ok lahx.. I am cheered! =]] Dun need to sorry..

23 Oct 08, 23:03
Yuling: hahahaah.. but she loves me more:)

I love both! dun argue over me lahx! haiyooo..

23 Oct 08, 08:49
stacie: she loves me! haha.
I do love u! xP And I love both equally! xD

23 Oct 08, 01:27
nD: hey G ,,,,,,,
Haha! Pls dun forget that u r in as well!! xPP

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Actually, I didnt plan to blog today..

Was not allow to go out, so stayed at home to pia tutorial..

Haha.. Stacie Tan promised me waffles from waffletown if i can finish my tutorial! xP

I wil jiayou just for that waffle de!!! rofl..

And.. I happened to chance upon some pictures.. Which i think.. Can reflect how much i changed from secondary till now..

*Pls do not puke upon seeing ugly pictures.. But u can laugh..xD*

This one above is during my birthday.. which is 25th November 2007. Damn ugly!

This is during my brother's brithday.. Which is lik 4th dec 2007.. And my hairstyle changed!

This one is during my mum's birthday.. 16th Jan 2008.. I started working for sometime.. My hairstyle as well as my face changed.. Cause there is make-up.. =]

Closer.. With my mum! =]

This is during my school's anniversary dinner.. around April i guess?

And *tada!* This is the most recent me! haha!

Most most most recent me.. =]

And.. Pls look below.. I dunno what will be my reader's reaction.. But personally i think.. I really changed quite a bit.. xP

HAHA! Big difference!??!?!

See~ people changes everyday.. xP

Alright.. That all for today.. I shld go back to my tutorials!!

MUACKS!!!

xDD

2008-10-23T00:38:00.005+08:00

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21 Oct 08, 00:09

zhengwei: jus droppin by,im that shy boy workin at isetean scotts(: tgt with kelvin n ivan...how r ya?

Hey! I am fine! Still doing good! Haha! Erm.. dun need to describe till lik this lahx~ I only know one Zheng Wei so far.. xP The shy boy with permanent eyeliner! xP How are you doing then?

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Went down to orchard to meet my sales rep and get my staff purchase thingy when i was stopped by a china gal after i came out of the control station..

This lady came up to me and talked alot of crap while handing me a name card.. saying.."Create Talents"..

She says her company is looking for freelance tv commercial model.. blah blah..

She asked for my number and i happily gave her a fake one! haha!!

I was thinking.. That company must be too desperate for models.. I have no idea how many people they have out here giving out name cards and taking down numbers lahx.. My colleague got it outside lucky plaza from that same gal.. My ex also had one.. My other friends also got it from the samn company..

I cant help but give them a fake number.. Haha.. The company's website is okay.. But when u get to see everyone having it.. Then it is lik.. Machiam flyers lorx.. everyone got name card frm them..

Conclusion, dun get cheated! Unless u r really interested in becoming a model.. xP

2008-10-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

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19 Oct 08, 22:53
Yuling: i think adeline loves me more! LOL! anyway! your test hardest luck.. The test luck all gone le. LOL!

I shall creat more test to teat u gals.. xP
19 Oct 08, 22:26

stacie: its ok. i know that u love me. i know the ans le.

Haha! I know that u love me too! xP *We sounded les.. =P*

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Today after school, my darlings accompanied me to Bugis! xD

We bought a lot of stuffs.. was happy.. And..

I treated them to NYDC!! *tada!!*

Below is the drinks that we had in there, this is named LovePotion.. Strawberry Soda with ice cream and whipped cream.. The 3 of them love it! HAHA!

Below is what i had.. It is Iced Mocha.. I was shocked when i saw it.. Cause~

It is not a cup of coffee.. It is a JUG! HAHA..

It was nice though.. =]

PehChing and me! xD
Sorry Stacie and Yuling.. The pic of the both of urs was a bit blur.. i didnt know why.. Butta i will post ur pics when given a chance ok? haha!

Spent lik 100+ today.. Xin tong! LOL..

I love u gals.. xP

*MUACKX!*

p/s: Pls still do my friend test.. xP

2008-10-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Do it! =]

2008-10-18T23:54:00.002+08:00

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18 Oct 08, 12:40

YULING: Aiyo! DARLING LOVES ME CAN LE! *ignore ignore* And the email u sent me is weird!! U said u love me and YOURSELF...?

Yes! I love myself!! haha!! Wats wrong?!!
18 Oct 08, 05:29

saint: pass by but just saw one thing, and make sure something. i'm not the one tagged below. serious.

I know it is not you.. You dun sound lik this.. dun worry.. eh.. bastard.. better pass by here often.. haha!
18 Oct 08, 01:04

ADEL: People, pls ignore the last tag.. I dunno who tagged it.. But pls ignore.. I dun want anymore conflicts.. thanks alot..
18 Oct 08, 00:33****: zhou xiang this name is for u.. **** off u piece of ****. if not i'll kick u back to ****ing wuhan.. asshole ****

No matter who u r, please be brave enough to at least tell me tat u wrote it.. I would thanks u, if u at least ask me before tagging..
17 Oct 08, 20:55

stacie: oh my god!!! hi mr tan!! haha. nD,the diff is.. its more glam showing silently.. rather than saying it...i'm still thinking whether we should say..

Stacie Tan.. There is no diff.. I SUPPORT ND!! haha! ehh.. I dunno.. you say then i say.. xP
17 Oct 08, 11:48

banseng: just dropping by and ...ouch!... after reading your latest posts. chin up! you know where u can find me if u want a listening ear.

MR TAN! Thanks alot.. So sorry.. To actually let u read such a post during ur first visit.. Drop by when u r free.. Be sure to see something better! xP
16 Oct 08, 22:42

nD: ohya, u r linked! =)

You are linked too!
16 Oct 08, 22:42

nD: wah..wads the diff between say and show?it stil means the same.

Yeah! It is the same! How to show it on blog sia.. of course must say lahx.. I SUPPORT U! haha!
16 Oct 08, 21:35

stacie: at least i don't say. i show.

NO DIFF! xP
16 Oct 08, 21:34

stacie: CHILL AND RELAX. PLEASE. SIGH. UHH. USE THE WORD LESS..

Then u use that finger less.. xD
16 Oct 08, 20:21

nD: thx for the vitasoy although u dint pay for it. =)

Welcome! I can always treat u next time.. xP
16 Oct 08, 00:17

shilin: HELLO! remember me? link me ok (: tkare

U r linked! Can't forget u lahx! haha!

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Last minute went to work today.. At Isetan Scotts.. Damn tired.. Not enough sleep lahx! haha..

Tomorrow i am going to rebond my hair! xD Be sure to see some diff in me on Monday.. xP

Seriously, I hope everything will be over.. I am tired..

You know that i dread quarrels.. So ya.. Lets move on.. There are always better stuffs infront..*i guess*.. haha..

I am really very tired.. Sorry people..

I have no idea wat to post..Nothing interesting bout me that i can say..

Or mayb....

yes?

That is..

I GOT A LAO PO!

okay~ It is dumb.. But thanks to Benjamin Goh! I think some of u know wat i meant.. xP

K lahx.. really nothing to say.. Will blog some other time.. =]

Miss you peeps! MUACKX!

2008-10-16T00:09:00.004+08:00

Please fucking STOP pulling my parents into the picture can?

This break up only concern the both of us, STOP getting them involved!

You wanted a break up! Now we broke up.. Why must you still carry on disturbing my parents?!?! Can u fucking stop them?!

Can't we just have a clear break?

STOP PULLING MY PARENTS IN!

*This will be my very last post concerning u.. Pls stop watever shit u are doing..And i will be grateful.. Thanks..*

2008-10-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

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11 Oct 08, 22:02

YULING: HAHAHA! OKAY! when we going to eat!? LOL!

Today eat le!! Though not Haggen dazes.. Butta make do with it lahx.. xP
9 Oct 08, 23:23

JiReH: n also. u beak up with tat china dude? woah.. tell me about it... ^.^

lol.. You didnt come find me to chit chat how to tell u? stupid..
9 Oct 08, 23:22

JiReH: heh heh... u dun regret leh... if i tell u tat means u gotta uphold your promise.. heh heh.

lol.. I will~ just say..
8 Oct 08, 23:29

cat: i think u shld update my link again. hahaha..

Update le! xD

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To: Zhou Xiang

You are making me hate you..

I dun understand why you need to defame me..

Is it just because we have broken up then u need to defame me like this just to feel happier?

i dun fucking understand you..

ok.. Even IF i did go out with other guys.. of lik wat u told my mum.. I held hands with another guy..

Is there a need for you to tell my mum? Maybe u might say u r just concerned.. then thanks alot for your concern.. I dun think i need it..

Who in the right mind would complain to their ex's mum after breaking up??

Breaking up= none of ur business ANYMORE

and u said no contact.. i did it.. but u r still meddling in my affairs..

But HELLO! The fact is that, u r fucking defaming me! I dunno which idiot told u tales.. or maybe u made this story up.. But my consecious is clear..

You said not to meddle in my affair anymore, then pls stop it..

Jerry chow, You might think that I sucks as ur gf for the past 1yr9mths.. But pls get it clear that this break up.. Is NOT initiated by me..

If u are able to keep ur cool and keep things that way.. We wouldn't have broke up.. I promised u not to leave u.. But u r the one initiating the break up..

You are the one causing all the hurts and unhappiness in urself.. You are the one that block all ur exits..

You are smart.. Why leave urself with no way? Is there a need for u to say things lik "no contact anymore"? but since u did.. Pls do it..

I am human, I do feel something after breaking up.. 1yr9mths is very long.. there is a lot a lot of memories.. but fret not.. I will not try to get back to u again.. Because.. I am really not suitable for you..

I am dumb to think that we could last forever last time.. I have learnt the fact that.. Relationships at this age wouldn't last..

You feels that u have put in a lot.. but didn't i? U feel that i expect alot for u? then i wish you good luck in finding a gal that expects lesser stuffs frm u as compared to me..

Pls ask urself, did i not put in anything? did i not give in? did i really expect alot of material stuffs from you? did i ever mention break up to u?

Pls think.. All this while.. You are the one finding things to quarrel.. Perhaps u r too free, and have nothing to do.. but pls.. I can just keep quiet and stay with u.. You are the one that couldn't..

Since u really think i sucks.. then pls dun be so concerned bout me anymore..

Ask ur that freaking friend to stop him watever check.. Dun meddle in my affair anymore..

Do u know tat, by defaming me infront of my parents cause how much unhappiness between us? You made my parents sleepless for the past 2 nights.. and my dad to be distracted in his work resulting to injuries and me to be fucking pissed with my mum for trying to tie me down..

Perhaps u have got wat u want.. Congratulation..

You made me hate u, I used to sympatise you.. But now.. NO MORE..

People tell me that WuHan people are very cunning.. I did not believe..

But now, I do..

Thanks for the lessons u have taught me.. I would never try getting a china bf anymore..

And pls stop meddling in my affairs.. Let this be the last communication between us..

Bye.

2008-10-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

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8 Oct 08, 05:49

saint: hah? what thing on saint's blog? -.- update lah cb i think sch reopen i don't eat. diet AS YOU SAID SO.

haha! fucker.. u think u are like me can dun eat ah? dream on lahx.. if school reopens u really can dun eat and regain ur former figure.. i promise.. i will treat u to ANY 1 restaurant u can name.. xP ehhh.. here i am updating right? and dumbass.. stop spitting salivas on the floor.. it is damn disgusting..
6 Oct 08, 20:59

JiReH: lol... u say until like tat arh. u can prepare to treat me.. heh heh..

LOL! sure not? Say out ur gpa lahx! dun hum ji lahx~
3 Oct 08, 19:02

guanwei: yoyoyoyoyo!!!

yo your head.. =X
2 Oct 08, 23:18

YULING: u sure u wanna treat me that?? If u can afford i dun mind lah!!

Lol? did i lie to u bout food before?
30 Sep 08, 11:03

stacie: ask you personally ba. As in...on saint's blog.. you said...anyway, we all eat ice cream k! i miss u all.. can we even meet up even before the treat?jy working!

We did met! =]] ehhh.. I told saint le ah.. haa!

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Hmmm.. I broke up someday back..

It is probably no one's fault.. Or maybe lik wat he said? I changed..

People change every day.. 1yr9mth is not a short period of time.. Between this period of time.. I underwent Olevels and went out into the working society.. Even though it is only a part time job.. But i still see many many different people out there.. As time went by, my expectation of him changes.. And that might be the main reason why quarrels break out..

I dun feel a lot of unhappiness after breaking up.. I just felt as if.. Someone really close to me.. erm.. Someone lik my family members have went overseas and i cant see him for sometime.. I dunno why.. Maybe it is because my heart/feelings for him have changed.. Or is it because i am already used to him around me just lik a brother/family member..

After breaking up, i heard some stuffs about him.. Be it made know to me deliberately of accidentally.. I felt sympathetic.. I am worried about him lik how i would even if it is just a friend.. I am not the right person to talk to him.. And i know that someone is there for him.. I believe that time will wash off everything..

Maybe this break up takes up a lot of his memories and hurt him a lot.. but i still hope tat he is ok.. =]

People.. I am fine.. Thanks to people lik stacie, yuling and saint for actually making the effort to go all the way down to orchard just to meet me..

And oppa.. Thanks for being dumb enough to go buy that thing when i ask if u have.. u r dumb enough... xP *secret between us.. shhh!* ehh.. and u r fucking fat.. pls slim down and go rebond ur hair.. permed hair looks weird on u.. u r lik a weird korean? haha! meet me someday again lei.. xP

Alright, school gonna start next week.. i must try to pull my accumulated gpa up.. gambate! haha!

Will update again when i am free.. =] bye peeps!

2008-09-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

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29 Sep 08, 23:19

stacie: you really want to tell him ah?

Tell who?!?! Tell what?!?
24 Sep 08, 23:47

JiReH: i think my GPA trash u. lol... >.<.. jk.. i didn't really do very well... very sad... sniff.

Haha!?! Trash me?!?! Given ur brain.. Trash me!? ehh.. dun be stupid.. wat is ur gpa? If u really trash me i treat u a meal.. steady bo? if not u treat me.. xP
21 Sep 08, 10:22

YULING: HAHAHA!!! i know why!! cuz u see my face (SO CUTE) den u laugh right?? i know i understand!! why i dun have ice cream!?!? NOT FAIR:(

Haha!! dun jealous lahx~ I treat you ok? haggen daze k? xP
20 Sep 08, 00:29

stacie: YES! NOT BAD! :I BUY YOU ICE CREAM K! THOUGH YOU ARE NOT AS KIDDY AS I AM... SHHH...

lol!! U know u am not kiddish as u still treat me ice cream.. wanna make me even fatter?
19 Sep 08, 12:40

YULING: DARLING!! The results not bad what!? HAHA JIAYOU together k? U Got MISS ME!!! So long never see me le!

I just saw y few days back rememeber? I still treat u chicken rice wor! Nice right? haha! But i am still missing u now.. xP *MUACKX!*
18 Sep 08, 22:29

shirlyn: oh pls~u shld b the 1 who's missing mi ba.haha

Walao~ make ppl happy a little can anot? say miss me will die ah? =[[ *sadded*

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Sorry ppl, I am lazy to blog.. damn tired after a whole day at work.. as you can see it is kindda late now.. so ya.. might as well just reply the tags! haha!! I miss all of u! MUACKX!

2008-09-18T00:56:00.003+08:00

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17 Sep 08, 09:58

saint: ppl tag me cuz i'm popular. results out. haha. what class do you think i would be?

Lol.. I wish that u will still be in BM0815 lah bro.. =] Wat is ur GPA?
16 Sep 08, 23:26

JiReH: oooo.. i'm not suprise. haha.. u reject me wut. of course i sad la. LOL.. jk

Haha.. U r full of nonsense! Ehh.. How's ur results?
15 Sep 08, 16:25

stacie: please read the class blog and pass on the message if they want to know their results!

Read and sadded.. =[

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I am happy today!

Cause i brought something again! haha! I have been spending and spending.. =X

The thing below cost $122, but of course i got staff discount somehow and paid only $97.60 for a 100ml EmporioArmani's latest range perfume named Diamonds! Happy! haha!!

Not very nicely took, but.. aiya! sui bian lahx~ haha!

Anyway.. I went for Siyan's birthday party last Sat.. Was really really really damn surprised by the food his mum prepared..

SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

His mum actually got a sushi chef+the moving sushi belt u always see in those sushi restaurants, into their HOUSE!! I am lik so so so damn shocked when i see the belts, and of course i am even more shocked when i see the chef standing in the center starting to make the sushi.. SHOCKSHOCKSHOCK!

I told my cousin i also want this for my 21st birthday.. Butta, my cousin is correct.. she says that my house is too small for the sushi belt table to fit in.. HAHA!

After that we even went upstairs into a room whereby it is totally lik kbox.. His dad bought the karoake system and installed into it.. It is a theatre room+karoake room.. Note that it is plasma tv everywhere.. =] And u can practically get any songs u want to sing in there! just lik Kbox.. but they even got a book named "Song list".. Much more convenient that Kbox.. HAHA!

Was really an eye opener that day.. =]

Wish that he enjoyed wat we prepared for him.. Haha..

*I WISH I WAS THAT RICH!*

Hmmm.. Got back my long awaited results..

Was dissappointed, butta guys, dun need to console me either.. haha!!

My overall GPA was pulled down alot alot by my POM results.. POM was a D+..

AFA-B
Stats-A
ICTS-A
Econs-Dist
OralCom-B+

Sucky results.. But wat can i do? Pray more? xPP

Dunno lahx.. Zou yi bu, Kan yi bu.. =]

Alright, will blog again sometime..

Take care peeps!

2008-09-13T14:00:00.001+08:00

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10 Sep 08, 20:15

stacie: please read the class blog!

Read le.. u going?
9 Sep 08, 22:24

stacie: Saint basket! Its me who dare not leave a comment when i saw your photos. One more word i tell you. you are so F-ing dead. I will sit on you i swear!

lol.. Sit on him.. AGAIN??
8 Sep 08, 10:15

JiReH: lol.. yea yea.. u breaky my heart. lol... have u retaken up wushu?

Yeah.. of course.. I went back to wushu right after Olvls.. =]] Eh? how i break ur heart?! By rejecting ur date? lol..
1 Sep 08, 21:30

shirlyn: haha!ive alwax been so smart.u nvr realise oni.haha.n u reali damn unlucky.haha

Ehh.. i know u r smart all along lorx.. and i know u miss me.. xP
31 Aug 08, 04:23

saint: people don't dare to leave comment when you post a picture of yourself. =D

HAHA! FUCKER.. thanks ah~ ppl see me too pretty tats y dun dare tag mahx.. u see..u so many tags.. cause u too ugly.. everyone see u kelian, thats y comfort u by tagging.. xP
29 Aug 08, 23:54

peiqing :): stacie tan ya si your chinese was nv good

Haha.. dun break her heart.. later see tell her mummy how? =X
28 Aug 08, 00:14stacie: or rather bai bai* after reading out. pardon my chinese.
28 Aug 08, 00:14stacie: we should go pai pai eh? Yeah.. super unlucky..work on the outcome, not the happened event..So long that in your heart, you always have the trophy...cheer up k!

Haha.. I went to bai le.. though nth much happened after i prayed.. But u still dun believe it is because i didnt bai then suey.. dun make sense to me.. xPP

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Sorry Peeps.. I am too busy working that i do not have time to blog.. But of course i would try my best to blog whenever i am free lahx..

Haha..

Hmmm.. Nothing much to update u ppl too.. Have been working and working everyday.. "No life".. Haha! But i quite like it though.. Promoter is a fun job as u get to meet diff ppl everyday.. Not a bad experience really.. xD

I am actually looking forward to getting our results.. I dunno if u ppl would be as interested in the results as i am.. Butta it is lik the first exam we took.. so i was really anxious to know how i fare.. xD

Alright, If u ppl wanna contact me.. Feel free to sms me.. Cause i wont be online everyday.. No time.. xPP

I miss school.. Haha..

Will update again when i am free.. =]]

Take Care peeps!

2008-08-27T23:34:00.004+08:00

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27 Aug 08, 01:17

ben: yo sexy, dajie is teh sex

Nonsense.. Dun understand u.. I tell u.. If u still regard me as dajie u better watch ur words! Damn Benjamin Goh!
26 Aug 08, 23:51

JiReH: helllo there... miss me? >.<

Seriously i dun.. But i know u miss me for my slaps right? Cheeks itchy le huh? tsk!
25 Aug 08, 20:21

stacie: ehh! don't want to see you leh.. i hope that it helps too..

You sure u can bear not seeing me? Haha!!
25 Aug 08, 01:28

peiqing :): i will send it to you de.. loved! ;}

=]] Thanks! I received them! Haha!
25 Aug 08, 00:08

shirlyn: yo yo yo!!!!

Yeah Yeah Yeah! U r smart.. This is also a tag.. Haha!

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I f**king hate today..

So damn unlucky..

Firstly i was drenched this morning, follow by diarrhea.. then accidentally knocking down the wine cabin in my house lastly losing my first throphy ever..

All of them happened in a day..

In the morning i went for a haircut somewhere in woodlands circle.. and i wanted to take a bus out to admiralty since it was raining.. and the auntie told me that i dun have to cross the road to get a bus.. and so i tried searching for it.. in the rain without umbrella.. I guess i have completed half of woodland circle when i decided to give up and go back under the block.. I got no choice but to ask a indian lady i saw.. and she told me that the bus at the opposite busstop will turn one round and reach admiralty mrt station.. and there is no busstop if i dun cross the road.. wth! by the time i know it i was already completely wet.. water was dripping frm my hair.. my shirt and skirt was totally wet.. i cant even find a single part on me that was dry..

I look so pathetic lahx.. then nvm.. I managed to get home.. And i bath and such..

Everything was ok until i finished my dinner... My stomach started aching.. and so i got diarrhea.

After that.. when my bf was leaving my place at 10pm.. I started playing..

I jumped onto his back when he was not prepared.. And he lost his balance.. so i fell onto the chair and the chair tilted towards the back and knock onto the wine cabin behind it.. everyone was shocked when we see the cabin falling down in slow motion..

The first thing i thought of was the wines in it.. Because they are not only ex.. but well kept for many many years.. which is something money cant get.. so.. i was praying real hard that the wine bottles dun break.. Luckily all of them was ok.. Just the glasses on the door was all shattered.. and the vase on top of it was shattered as well...

While cleaning up, I noticed my Colours award throphy on the floor..

Obviously it was broken.. But not completely shattered.. They are seperated into 6 pieces.. But i only managed to find 5.. Until i asked my bf and he told me he didnt know it was from my throphy, and he threw that "ball" into the dustbin in my kitchen..

AND! my mum used that dustbin to throw all glass remains... and all of them was emptied when my bf told me..

Everything was too late.. The FIRST throphy i have ever get in my life.. and it was broken..

That throphy is impt to me.. Because it is a reward for all my hard works in my secondary school life.. But they are all shattered.. And i can never get a identical one again..

Dear, u know that i do not mean to blame u for throwing it away, but it was really impt to me.. and u will never know how i feel the moment i know that u threw it into the dustbin and i am the one emptying it.. It just felt lik i am the one throwing it away.. It really hurts.. My throphy will forever be headless.. haix.. I hope u understand and bear with me..

Anyway, I have promised my mum that i will pay for the repairs.. And i am thankful to my dad and mum for not scolding and blaming me for breaking something so impt.. And my mum for helping me to clear up the mess.. It took us one hour and she missed the television program she always watch.. Sorry mummy..

Haix.. Today is an unlucky day.. I hate today..

2008-08-24T23:20:00.005+08:00

PLEASE LEAVE A TAG MY DEAR READERS! THANKS!

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22 Aug 08, 00:49

yan: OMG,i am zhangyan~~ @.@

Haha! So sorry!!
21 Aug 08, 11:06

...: u shld not jus blindly jyjy but understand know the way then jyjy ...
21 Aug 08, 11:05

...: do not be despair... find out the reason why u fall. even it might be sth or somebody u r proud of or confident with. Know wad happen and act on it ... wad =) say is very true.

Thanks for advice! and.. can i know who are you?

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Exams ended.. Hopefully my mugging for the past weeks can get me the gpa i wanted.. =]]

Will be starting to work soon.. I mean.. I will be starting work on tuesday already.. for those that wanna see me.. U can find me at Metro Paragon men's accessories department!! Haha!!

Hmmm.. look at some pics taken for the past few weeks/days? haha!!

I dun deny that Stacie is tall.. =]]

PehChing's Bdae Present from us!! xD I wrap one! haha!

GRRR!

BLEAH!

0OPS!? haha!!

Alright.. I shall end of this post by wishing everyone a happy holiday! And i hope that everyone in BM0815 would be able to pass all papers and move onto the next sem together.. =]

Take Care!